IT IS NOW OCT. 28. IT HAS BEEN A CRAZY SEMESTER. IVE HAD A HARD TIME AT WORK WITH THE BIG HONCHOS BEING PUNKS. MY WINDSHIELD WAS CRACKED, CAR BROKEN INTO, I BROKE UP WITH A GUY WHO IS BEING A BIG BABY ABOUT IT. I MEAN BIG!!!! MY SISTER'S FIANCEE ALMOST GO HIS FINGER CHOPPED OFF. TO TOP IT ALL OFF, I JUST STARTED A NEW SCHOOL AND JOB. WORKING FOR ( Read more... )

Happy Amara? I'm writing. School? Hectic.. Work? stressful. Rewards? Yes and I am grateful for all of them. I've been given the opportunity to work for the Buzz and for the OU Daily. I cant believe it. I never figured Jimmy would hire me. He's been very nice too. I guess he's happy about getting married to a hot young babe. I can't wait for summer ( Read more... )

Hello journal and everyone else that reads it.( 2 people..lol) I am having a great day. we got billy some stuff for his birthday so he's in a good mood putting everyone else in a good mood. I got to go to a concert last night and feel special being backstage so that was cool. Being backstage reminded me of only 3 months ago when I was back there by ( Read more... )

What does it mean when a guy tells you he will call you and doesn't? Is he telling me to get a hint and move on? Is he telling me he wants me to call him? Is he just wanting to play that guy? Or am I just not attracted to him at all? Who cares. Well obviously I do. I just want someone to like me..I mean LIKE me. Right now, I have no one. No one at ( Read more... )

The problem is: I expect too much from EVERYONE. I end up hurting people's feelings. I don't want to be like this. I just want to keep my mouth shut. For example, someone will say incorrect grammar and I always feel the need to correct them. I am too BRUTALly honest. I just want to apologize for everything I've said after I say it. I'm sorry to all ( Read more... )

Man. So far today I have just gone to school and come home to study for a test. It has been a boring yet exhausting day. I need to WORKOUT more. BLAH!!! That is my New Year's resolution and Im sticking to it. k I have nothing to write about I dont even know why I started. BYE!

It's 2004. It's a little bittersweet. There are things I can change that I didn't like last year, but I will miss all the great things of 2003. I feel like they were so long ago now. 2003 was one of the great times and changes of my life thus far. I started going to concerts and meeting bands, meeting people in the media industry, doing different ( Read more... )