Now I stand here awake ( Read more... )

I have not posted anything in 7 years - that is a long time.

Of late, I have caught myself reminiscing past friendships, relationships, and missteps I have taken with a very "if I'd only known" attitude. I find myself saying things like, "I should have," and "I could have," or "if only I..."... It is a self defeating cycle. The irony of it is, I am ( Read more... )

Make no mistake this entry is for me..... I do not need to hear that you know what I feel or that you understand BECAUSE YOU DO NOT only a few people do: Autumn, Sam , PLEASE READ it any way, if you want to comment, please do. Just think before you speak. I have listened to all the people telling me these things long enough, and I am sick to death ( Read more... )

Ronin Nikolai Early, child of Christopher Allan Early and Samantha Erin Krejci Green passed away today, Saturday, June 30, 2007. He is survived by two older half siblings Adrian Palmer, and Tatiana Green. He was 3 months old (give or take). The cause of death at this time is a bit unclear, but the first impression of the examiner was SIDS ( Read more... )

Ok, the social climate down here has gotten positively friged.  I, along with Sam am moving to Florida shortly. More info as I have it.

"I don't believe in the existence of Mercy's guiding hand; not with all that I have witnessed, I cannot understand. Forever burdened with the knowledge I could have been so much more. When the truth is hard to suffer, I knew this all before. There is no comfort in faith; the heavens still will fall. A thousand towers rise before me; I cannot climb ( Read more... )

Hee hee hee....On the road again and loving every fucking minute! Not really. Had shit planned. Had goals. Worked honest day job. Worked well. On time, every day. Left late, every evening. Even the Big Bosses liked me. (Both of the owners of the company.) And still got shit canned by the General Manager. Fucker! I hate him. I am ignored by my girl ( Read more... )

Yo, Soran bringing you another report from the Front. Quoth the Chris:

Yo, tell everyone I'm alive, and I'm good. Drac's ball was fun, more info on that when D Strange gets my internet back up and running... I hope you are all alive... and good... too. Yes.

That's Chris for you. Be good, folx. Personally, I'm hoping to move soon.

Soran/Trystanknight here, just finished doing my lj and realized I better do what he asked and update here too ( Read more... )

OK, at long last, the bastard hath called me and given me an update to write:

Hello all. I've moved back home to the general NoVA area - so far, this place sucks! Everyone I thought was my friend (with a select few exceptions) has turned against me and wants me to leave immediately. I want to leave, but I have to stay and save a bunch of money ( Read more... )