wandering thought and i can't decided what to do. so maany goals and trying to find the time for them is hard. well joe is moving out on sunday which makes me sad. it makes me sad becasue one it is becasue he is like a brother to me and i hate to see him leave and the other reason is a some what more selfish reason. and the reason is that he is my ( Read more... )

work work work thats all i do and i don't get paid enough. but i do love that they hacve computers in the lunch room

i'm one step away from quiting my job becasue i can't find another job that will go with my hours and i'm not making enough money to survive. this is very disappointing all i want is another job so i can pay off people and keep afloat but no everyone has to be duche bags about hours i life. really would it be that bad if i quit my job? that is say ( Read more... )

i'm off to work today for the first time in 2 and a half weeks i don't think i even remember how to work. this is going to be an interesting day. i figure today i'm going to get yelled at a lto a wish i never came back or it'll be a easy day and not much business and i'll just wish i had a couple more days off. either way i'm not going to be happy ( Read more... )

i'm going to the dentist or something like that on thursday so i can see if i need to get my wisdom teeth taken out. which i think i need to becasuse i think they are pushing my teeth already which is why i have been in so much pain these last couple of days. oh well i'll get it done and over with. thank god for insurance.

so i'm at ruth apartment right now and we are watching nip tuck it is the greatest show ever next to oz. well anyways i'm doing ok i need to do a lot of things like getting anotrher job and such. and i'm going to kill ruben because he is poking me. well i'm bored and tired so i'll talk to you guys later

wow this year has just flown by its crazy i'm in good spirits and not just the ones at the bars. this trip to ny to help the wonderful maria taylor move in has been so great i've had such a good time so far and only more good can come from it. so i've decided on some things on some very importtan things and it all needs to happen with in 14 months ( Read more... )

even though it is not as big for me as it is for others its hard and confusing and i wish i understood but i don't and i may never. it'll be hard but i'll stick through and it'll make me stronger i hope.i'm back to work the 4th i'm not happy. florida seems a little dimmer than usual. deep breathes and it'll all be done.

when my lease is up i'm out of florida i have to follow my heart

things are getting easier maybe it won't be too horrible this picture is helpingme out alot.