the touch of his hand rivals any other sensation ( Read more... )

hmm i am up so early! and semi awake, writing responses to john locke's second treatise of govt. i loved his theories in high shcool and then i realized hewas a slave trader. who ironically wrote against it. where are you all? and why does no one ever update? ever ( Read more... )

i am so tired. so so tired. i dont think i hav ebeen this tired. lunch was good
rather it was a 3 hour conversation with this lovely girl, and i really like her. thats all. besides the fact that i can't understand the pages i read i am fine..

it's such a lovely day today that i want to run around in the leaves or sth like that, leave this dank, yet well lit room (thanks to tahmid, jenn and gauri---the brown trading spaces crew) for the sunny hills and vales of central park. i will raise my bed a few more inches, read this ton of books i have to and understand nmr spectroscopy by the end ( Read more... )

also may i add that none of you read this and how productive am i being if no one shares my pain (self inflicted, of course...)

26 chemical mechanisms, 9 hours, 1 test...disaster

i hate thomas aquinas. they should have burned his books in the bonfire of the vanities. you know savanarola and florence and the medici.
i love neruda: i am currently carrying around cien sonetos de amor to cheer me up between one disastrous midterm and the next. sleeping is like a recurring dream i used to have. butnot anymore

I had a simply marvelous time in Boston last weekend (despite the most unocomfortable shoes ever invented) with everyone. twas lovely being in the public gardens with Marta and the willows and the ducks. note to all: i now have a facebook picture with which i have a love-hate relationship. this weekend will be uneventful unless studying is an ( Read more... )

went to temple. and jackson heights. do not understand orthodoxy and ritual. cannot help feel connected to the image in stone, when i close my eyes in front of it to ask for forgiveness, for happiness, for peace. perhaps its conditioning.

you know when i was my brother's age, i did not stay out this late. thats all i am saying. also: is it impossible for me to wear a string bikini? is that a little ambitious? yes, probabbly. but to hear it from your own mother...