shiza, wrote brianna a lil note n told her i am sorry..for the millionth time....jose said she wont take me back...thats never what i wanted...i just miss her..and love her...but im happy where i am now..very happy....im kinda fucked up thnx to her but ill live...poor bvrianna...i hope she is alright...my dad is an asshole..onbe day i will kill him ( Read more... )

i didnt cheat on brianna...someone said i grabbed some bitches ass..thats gay..ok i scared her..im not nutzo enough to hurt her..kmon now kids..i love her...i always will..the thing is...its over and she's gone n im back to who im supposed to be with..i shouldent have strayed in the first place...that was a really big mistake..im just glad she ( Read more... )

im hurting so bad right now!!!!fuck..im dieng again..me n brianna have been tlking about doing something significant n now she's saying she isnt emotionally ready..and i understand..but i did something to and with her on saturday..nmow i feel like a fucking fag..im such a fucking loser..i dont deserve n e one..not noelle..not brianna...not even ( Read more... )

holy shit man's...i almost caught my work on fire!!there was a fire likefucking two feet hight and wide on a tabletop that i*ever so casually* lit on fire with acetone(very flammible liquid) after i had just got done pouring iton styraphome killing it n making it dissappear..then i lit it aflame!!it was cool..but i had to take of my shirt and put ( Read more... )

briannas dad dont know if he can get me to go over there on friday..thats hyella gay..he better!!lol...if not than he'll have to get me on sat sometime, because i wouldent wanna b briannas dad and get in the way of her n me...wach out...jk...back to work..the last day!!!!!yay..its been a week..im gettn stronger due to lifting the 50-150 pound ( Read more... )

i need to go to brianna's n be held..n hold..n be affectionate..i have to much pent up affection..i need to get it out..and no better way than to do it to the one person i love most *at the moment and hopefully forever*..i miss noelle tho...she needs a good guy..someone like me...who wont leave..and love her for her..nd take care of her...if i find ( Read more... )

i just made this shit..it used to be alexnorry...but it wouldent let me keep my old one..so oh well..i only did this for one person n e ways...she knows who she is...but i have to get her sn thingy for this...o well..back to work from 5am till 3pm..