hahahahaha..niggers..oops..i forgot that i have a few friends thatr mongrels and dont like the word..and for some odd reason i like them friends..so my racism can behave for this entry..im back..ish..and bored as fuck..im getting a tatoo gun in like 2-3 months from my gf as a present..and she will be down here in february..then i get to tat my ( Read more... )

well..im single..kinda not really like damn, wat the fuck..like..me and amber now have no title because i want it that way..i like a few people..but theyr all so very far away..its gay..um..school starts in two days..orientation to san leandro highschool..what the fuck bitches??no slz for me..wouldent takeme even though im right down the street.. ( Read more... )

im in awe, so total and complete..i found this girl*i have a f of only three weeks comming up now*..and...i cant...say..anything..shes got a bf, been with him for a month..but..says all these things to me, an i know she aint lieng because her best friend was right there and got on and talked to me about her when she left..i mean..what do i do, ( Read more... )

aaah..sweet silence..no one cares when i write in this so truly why do i bother??..and the ones who do read give negative comments..oh well..all they will get is karma..earlier, i mutilated my left arm from hand to elbow..like i never before have..im a little woozy from losing all the blood, but otherwise than that ive been ok..noelle scheduled to ( Read more... )

ah shit..took a days worth of aspron yesterday and the jen leafta nd said she had to go n think things through..everything..i love her so itll all be ok..even if she's never mine that ok...as long as she knew i loved her..and brianna has been pleauging my mind ever since she hung up or whatever..and the person im with now slept with 12 people ( Read more... )

horny as fuck yeah i am!!!hahahaha..i miss brianna..*stripe of sadness over his horniness*..i love brianna..poop..lol..ima go..wrie mo lata.

fuck this whole life thingy..its too fucking gay..im irritable..i just told jen montgommery *i cant spell* pretty much to shove off like an asshole because she's waaay too good for me..and i dont like cheating..fuck...now my aunt wants to get on...fuck .....cufck!!!!fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1aaaaah..i miss brianna..and hella other ppl..and chris peterson ( Read more... )

my hand is smashed up..i broke two vhs tapes with it and thoes things will cut you up hella easy..i should know..past experiences...umm, found out noelle was supposedly gonna break up with me like a week or two ago for some faggot dude who lives in fucking england!!lol...thats life..were still together...but this shit is getting mass rocky..i love ( Read more... )

man..i hope brianna is doin good..i just read her V.F. thingy after not readin it for a while...she was better off with me it sounded like..but its over...and she's gne..and im here weak and alone and more confused and hurt than i ever have been in my entire life..i hate myself..i have eleven new cuts..all on my left hand..my left is my cutting ( Read more... )

hahaha...fuck yeh...i got mass stoned earlier, i went into the bathroom n blazed it up in a popcan...i got mass skill i know...sall good right??i met this girl...she's hella nice and even more so gorgous..i think her name is something like krista....somethingi met her on www.vampirefreaks.com and yeah...we got to talking...great times...i love my ( Read more... )