i hate life

[monster_amn]

man..i hope brianna is doin good..i just read her V.F. thingy after not readin it for a while...she was better off with me it sounded like..but its over...and she's gne..and im here weak and alone and more confused and hurt than i ever have been in my entire life..i hate myself..i have eleven new cuts..all on my left hand..my left is my cutting

Comments

[softwinterkiss]

its your fault shes not with you. and stop the cutting. its making you worse, no girl wants a guy who cuts themself. you know better.

i dont care about much anymore, and the things/people i do care about dont care about me.

[monster_amn]

why do you read....why do you care??at school you dont acknowledge my existance...no one wants me to begin with...so i really dont care hun...so...fuck the buuu-shit..lol.. nice to know that someone seems to care..i think..ut yeah, dont waste ur time...and it is my fault..but she shouldent have broken the same promise and promised it again if she wasnt ready..thats not cool and you know it, but i forgive her..i forgave her the same night, on my fucking knee's i forgave her...but she dont care..no one cares about my side of anything anymore...so dont bother with me, im a lost cause...take care babe...n make sure she is ok from time to time for me..you dont even have to tell me if she is..just keep her alive and well*try to at least*..thnx in advance.

I want you to know

[b12love]

Well, I dont hate you in all, and I am truly sorry but dont push, just let it be, things will happen on their own and on their own time. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for doing what I did. I'm sorry for breaking the promises. I'm sorry for everything that I did. I just want you to know that I'm really sorry, for everything.

Re: I want you to know

[x_x_kitty_x_x]

<3
hun dont cut
yer better then that
<3
luv u
-krista

Re: I want you to know

[monster_amn]

i love you..lol

Re: I want you to know

[x_x_kitty_x_x]

yer fiance.... is telling me not to talk to u... lol
<3
luv u
-krista