Some new books to read. And a new bed. Argh.

We're all slaves to a big machine.

im going to see this fucking show no matter what. haha. even if i fucking go by myself. yes, FUCKING.

I hate my imagination, because i can imagine all these wonderful things happening, and of course everything negative is about as equally bad as the good. lame.

okay, so this week. im alone. pretty much. i guess its only the realization that is ( Read more... )

I dont even know.
Things are good but i miss my torilynne.
/sigh.

Dammnnn. I need to get off of it. Stilllll missing him, hes not coming backkkkk. Get off of itttttt. :]

Last night was fucking weird, and i dont know how i feel about drunk people telling me their feelings. What the fuck can i do for you? You're the one who put yourself in this position & now you're coming to me whining when its a little more than ( Read more... )

So i know i need to just stop and forget about this kid. Becauuseee im sure hes never coming back and having faith in people is just a ridiculous wishful thought. You feel me? I just feel so unintelligent for not getting it, or realizing the idea of a charmer. But then again you never know, maybe it really is me. Maybe i have problems communicating ( Read more... )

Sometimes i feel like i dont know who i am anymore. Lately thats really been screwing with my mental because i might end up loosing something really amazing, and i cant afford to have that happen! At this point i dont know what to think, but at least im preparing to accept the worst.

I need to learn how to properly communicate again. /SIGH

I want to ( Read more... )

I dont know what the fuck is going on, everything in my life is taking a crazy turn. Yesterday was insaneee!! ZOMG!

Yeh do.

I think hes my soulmate or something.

Spark spark spark. Spark. Omg.

Ew ew ew ew ew.

Rant rant rant.