Hubby and i went friday and found out that 90% our baby is a Girl!!!
we are going to name her Lily Andrews... shes supposed to come into this world around Feb. 12th, 2006.
i am super dooper nervous, excited, scared... just insane over the whole being a mommy thing... but i think thats normal... woo hoo !!! !!! !!!

less then 2 weeks and i will be a married woman !!! a married woman with a bun in the oven... whoa.. its so crazy the fact theres some kid inside of me baking... its awesome... we go to a drs appt. on thursday and we should be hearing the heartbeat for the first time... really exciting ( Read more... )

IM ENGAGED !!!... ... ...
stressed.... tryin to plan a wedding... and starting the search for a home... but... excited... ... ...

its almost my birthday... i will be 29... yea, i know.. im gettin old...things are going very very well... im very happy with me and with everything around me ( Read more... )

me and drinking... dont mix ( Read more... )

ganked from najacheese ( Read more... )

im just happy that i no longer have to hear... "see you next year"...

whoa, that was a creepy subject intro... hmm... well... yesterday was my older brothers birthday and again it wasnt mentioned... i believe this happened last year... argh... its been like almost 4 years (i think) that he has been gone, and i just dont feel it... like that i had a brother, or that i have one and he is dead... am i sick? is this ( Read more... )

Today is my lil brothers 24th birthday... when talkin to him on the phone he repeatedly tells me that we are old, especially me and "what are we gonna do with our lives" etc... werido... i dunno.. i hate when he says that... oh well... shake it off ( Read more... )

hahahah i come home from work... to an empty house... i was locked out, but i wasnt really, i think my roomates sis-in-law forgot to lock the back patio door, so i made it in... then ... i decided to drink... alone.... its been a while since ive done so...probley since my first entries.. like a year ago.. a part of me remembers why i know i ( Read more... )