Never, have I ever felt so alone. I haven't had a break down like this in so long, I guess I was over due. This is, however, the first time I don't have anyone here to listen... to talk to. I wish I knew why I felt this way and I wish I knew how to stop it. No one can understand how I feel, I hardly ever (if ever) show this side of me, it is always ( Read more... )

Just in case anyone was wondering, I changed most of my journal to private. That is why only the stupid entries are the ones that can be seen now.

Wow, Im super tired and haven't updated this in a long while. I want to thank all of the people who partied hardy at my murder mystery party (lol sorry it was so crazy!). It was fun ^_^ Im also sorry if anyone was emotionally disturbed and scarred by Pink Flamingos... but c'mon, you must admit it was funny. SOILENT GREEN IS PEOPLE!!!!! Anyway, so ( Read more... )

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Such a violent puppeteer
Tensing strings and tugging thoughts

I dance so knowing and loving
But each step is yours
Each muscle so orchestrated by
Your needs
I know better now than to
 Ask those questions
For I can see you there
Tearing into your smiles with
Indecision

If only you had danced 
These steps
In our solace
You would cry for us and
Bless ( Read more... )

Jeez.... My journal has been emo/angst central... sorry ( Read more... )

The Burden of Innocence
By: pochacco

A kitten mews in longing
for the worlds she does not know
Her soul has lost its way through
the depths of blood and tilting pain

As time swirls around her little head
and her low walls of purity swiftly fade away
The pack of ravenous wolves smell her desire on the wind
And they follow their noses to the scent of ( Read more... )

Yesterday was seriously amazing.... I had so much fun. :3 The whole first half of my day was... life changing, but I wont get into that. Then later I went to Tara's house, as always. We sat around... ate... did the usual and then later Murphy joined us. Before Murphy came though tara and I ventured to starbucks. On our way I spotted this pile of ( Read more... )

Itsuka Kitto
<3

 Sweet baby, don't cry...
Your tears are only alibis 
To prove you still feel 
You only feel sorry for yourself 
And that's how you thrive 
Your sorrow's your goldmine