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montecristo

I don't want my love to go to waste

Nov 22, 2021 01:51

Here I write again. I am not sure why. I've been journaling for years but haven't for some time now, as evidenced by this chronicle. Why write again? I don't know. All I can say is that I feel like writing about now. I should be sleeping. I don't feel like sleeping just yet.

I'm getting my last remaining one and a half wisdom teeth extracted in the ( Read more... )

relationship, human nature, love, family and friends

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prolixfootle November 22 2021, 14:47:09 UTC

It's good to hear from you again; I've missed it. Good luck with your dental procedure!

A word from a familiar soul is good to hear. :) montecristo November 23 2021, 18:57:22 UTC

Thanks Footle! It is good to hear from you, likewise. I see that you, like me seem to have tapered your posting here as well. I've tried to pare down my social media exposure as I am not really fond of what being on FB etc. stirs up in my soul. I'm only partially successful at it. I do miss the people I met on LJ though, and LJ was always one of the better social media for me. It exposed me to individuals with interesting lives and stories and wisdom. I've got to wonder that it seems to have become something passé in the culture.

I am finally completely wisdom tooth free...at 58. In a much better frame of mind now that I have that business out of the way. I've been putting it off for a long time. I hate medical procedures.

I hope our mutual homeland is treating you well. Fall and early winter were always good seasons for Ohio, at the least for aesthetics.

gentlemaitresse November 29 2021, 19:04:31 UTC

I grieve the same way, and it's particularly irritating when people tell me to move on. Honestly, it seems like they're just tired of hearing about it, so I mostly only post about it here, where nobody seems to read them.

I think my feelings are different from yours, though, in that most of my bad breakups have come because my partner was dishonest. The more I realize it, the more upset I get with myself for not realizing sooner.

I'm sorry you're hurting.

montecristo November 29 2021, 19:45:58 UTC

Thanks. The hard stuff is done. It's just the residual stuff that lingers. It's mostly just a sting I feel when I run into memories of how knowing her provoked me to change things in myself for the better ( ... )