Yeah, so I'm into my 22nd year of being alive now. Does it feel any different? No, not really, except earlier at Wal-Mart I passed a big display of Smirnoff, and I thought, "If I drank, I could pick that up and buy it right now and no one could say anything about it." That's about it really, though. I still feel like I'm 50 and act like I'm 12 ( Read more... )

Well, it's the big day! What am I doing? I have no idea...Probably not much. Current happy birthday count: 0 But that's okay, it's not even 11am yet ;-)

Well I kind of talked to my mom about things a bit. There wasn't a good way to ease it into conversation, as I often find myself doing with things, so I just came out with it pretty much. Actually, she brought up how I don't seem as happy as I used to, so that made for a nice little segue to what I wanted to say. Her response, though, was all ( Read more... )

There's not much new going on at the moment. I don't know if I'm ready to be 21 yet, but I don't have a whole lot of choice in the matter, really. It doesn't matter, I've felt like I was 50 for years! Ha ha, okay..so maybe not 50. It should be fine. I'm sure I'll come to grips with it by Monday. Today's going to be a long day because I'm ( Read more... )

Okay, to understand what's going on in my mind right now, you'll need a little background. So my dad runs the O'Reilly Auto in Uvalde, and he's had several different bosses since he's been there. Well he recently got a new boss and they don't get along at all, to put it nicely. His boss basically doesn't like him because he doesn't speak Spanish ( Read more... )

Realizing limitations is never an easy situation, and I think that's pretty much what I've been dealing with for a while. Right now I feel like I'm probably not going to school next semester, and after that it's anyone's guess. I just don't feel like I have it in me mentally or emotionally to go through it. It's a mental limitation really, is ( Read more... )