got a new journal..finally!!! _imperfect im not gonna be updating this journal anymore, but i should be updating my new journal as soon as i finish setting it up. make sure to visit my new journal and comment there!
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Lauren

you know that girl who is always lost ( Read more... )

i hate my life. well last night was ericas party..it was fun. i really dont feel like writing anything else because no one reads this and i dont care about anything anymore ( Read more... )

*clears dust of computer screen* its been a while since i updated this thing. i guess its the fact that i have a feeling no one even bothers to read this anymore. i will give you a brief rundown of my not-so exciting life ( Read more... )

you know...everyone keeps telling me to hang on and it well get better and all bull shit like that..but hey guess what?? ITS NOT FUCKING GETTING BETTER. my life is a fucking hell hole. i cant fucking stand it anymore. no body cares, no body understands, and no one wants to hear about my shit. so i dont know why i bother anymore ( Read more... )

finally, a good day :) swim practice was actually fun this morning! we really didnt do anything that difficult, except for some 50's and we worked on breast stroke and thats about it :) we got out early because we had the team pictures and the team breakfast..bagels and doughnuts..yummy :) i stayed after it was over because a bunch of the little ( Read more... )

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*grumbles* my entire month of july is like offically wasted. i have a feeling that me starting swimming again was not a good idea. but lucky for you, im not going to bitch and moan about my swim meet today, because, well, i actually did good. for working my ass off these past five practices, at my first meet today since october, i actually ( Read more... )

just figured to update quickly before i hit the pillows..a little earlier than usual..first meet tomorrow. i really dont like swimming, i dont know why i continue to swim, oh wait yes i do. my parents wont let me quit. this sucks, seriously , you have no idea. well, practice, was of course, hard. i swear if i do another push up i am going to ( Read more... )

wow, my summer offically SUCKS. if your idea of fun is waking up at 7.00 every morning to suffer almost three hours of swimming, then you are a fuking mental case. i havent swam in soo many months and for some reason coaches think it is fun to torture you. 5 sets of four 100's on decending intervals are not fun (if you have no idea what i just ( Read more... )