does anybody want me? i am putting myself up for adoption. leave me a comment if you want me

i swear the happiest day of my life, i swear the happiest day of my life is the day that i die

thanx to amazingdesigns for helping me the background/icon. i hope you like it. i still have some things to work out..it will be completed eventually. i have been really sad lately, but i just came inside from about a 3 hour talk with my neighbor fallon. she is like the greatest. thank you fallon ( Read more... )

i am sad. i am in pain. i have a pain that i cannot explain because it is so deep within my soul that it seems like no one will ever understand me. i am aware it would hurt to die, but it is hurting a lot more to stay alive ( Read more... )

hoLa..i should be studying right now..but who cares finals are only in a week. i cant concentrate right now, i need it to be dark outside to do my homework. well, it is raining again in Bardonia :sighs: Well, anyway, yesterday night was soo much fun. Danielle, Erica and Ryan came to my softball game and then came over to my house after until ( Read more... )

right now...i am on the phone with tj and erica. i just want to say that they are also my bestest friends.. :) oh yeah and tj loves erica to grains of sand. haha !!

today was a good day. danielle..the mission is never going to be over haha. today was a much better day than yesterday had turned out to be except for a little incident with one of my bestest friends but that was all cleared and we cool now. my softball game was rainied out so that didnt happen today. i do have games for the next three days if ( Read more... )

my day today was like the weather. it was sunny in the beginning of the day..but towards the afternoon a storm came and torenchal downpours flooded not only the streets but my eyes. i am full of anger and hate and i dont understand this world anymore. the funny thing is that this whole 'bad mood' started with the stupidest thing that my friend [ ( Read more... )

its funny..you know? yesterday i was looking through my fifth grade yearbook. it is amazing at how much i have grown. i looked at what my goal for the future was in fifth grade "to make it through middle school". i will never forget about how nervous i was the first day i walked into felix v. festa middle school. sixth grade seems like it was ( Read more... )

jus got home..ZOOTOPIA WAS AMAZING!!!

haha tonight was so funny that i had to write about it before i went to sleep. me, lauren s, and katie went bowling at like 9. we spent most of the time looking for balls and walking around then actually bowling. we only played one game because these people came into the lane next to us and were smoking and drinking so we were like..yeah thats ( Read more... )