Looks like I might have to move. AGAIN! Why? My room mate might be moving in with her boyfriend in August at the earliest. So If I dont find I room mate by then.I'm gonna have to probly move down south, or to Missouri, Texas or Ohio. I just shouldnt get settled anywhere eh? Oh well. If I can find a room mate up here by time they move in together I ( Read more... )

I'm in an odd frame of mind. Like I dont know. I was talking to Nicole about her new boyfriend and what the perfect date would be. When she asked me I said I didnt know. I've been doing some thinking and now I know... It's kinda cowboyish, but then again I like cowboyish things. It would be going for a horseback ride some where secluded and then ( Read more... )

Blah, I think I am tired of people. People saying they'll do something, and then they dont. It seems to be happening a lot lately, and I'm just sick and tired of it all.For some reason that I dont know, I am in one of my depression pits, and it scares me. Some of the things I've been thinking of, and thinking of doing. A few days ago I was so ( Read more... )

Just incase anyone wants to know. I'm over Joe. I have been for a while now. I will still have all the memories he and I created, and I know that they'll always hurt. Yet, that's how memories are. Some make you smile, some make you cry, some make you laugh.I have all of those kinds of memories. Of all the time I was lucky enough to spend with Joe. ( Read more... )

Once again it's that time of year. Feb 14th.Once again I plan on spending that day alone. My room mate wont stop talking about what she and her boyfriend of three years are going to do. I always act like Valentines day doesnt bug me. But it oh so does. For once it'd be nice to have like a suprise on Valentines day. Or a phone call, or something ( Read more... )

I LOVE MY LIFE!!!! why? I'm not in Crapa Napa no more. I am living a so much better life. Stress free, and soon, after the 26th Joe free! Life cant get any better than that! I am working on school. I am in school MWF 730-1 and then at LDS instititute five days a week 7pm-10. It's great. I love being in the church. And living in Chico. Wow. I am ( Read more... )

One thing I hate about memories, they come to you at the worst times most often. My latest one is well, I guess ya'll'd not want to hear it. I think I"m gonna start putting my good memories, mebbe the bad ones too, on here. I dont know yet.

I hate being sick. I feel fine except for the fact that I cant get rid of this damn fever. ROAR. Just go a way and leave me alone. I was in ICU the other night, they wanted to transfer me to San Rafel to keep me ONE more night, I was like fuck no. So now I"m here at home fighting off a fever. When will I ever listen?

Congratulations to the following Consultants who have already achieved our Consistency Club which started this month. November, December and January ( Read more... )

Aside from being sick, and in pain, I am in a pretty damn good mood. I have a semi new look, which I think makes me look great, and I have a few suprises up my sleeve for some people. YAY