It's good to feel.  Does it matter what you feel?  No.  Just feel.  Whether it be love, hate, anger, stress, sadness.  Just feel.

Going to long without it will result in just going thru what motions.  I don't want to just go thru the motions.  I want to feel.

In one month I felt more emotions than in 6 years.  It was horrible and amazing.

Haha ( Read more... )

New year.  Same me.

I'm not make unrealistic goals because I'm not going to stick with them.

I will lose weight
I will change my job
I will because financially ok
I will not date/fall in love

I will stay me.

Fading fast are memories of the past.   I see them in my mind less and less an yet,  I seem to care very little about some of my past.

That whole line isn't ment to seem as pretentious as it sounds,  more like I'm becoming pretty jaded with life.   I have really felt much lately.  Even Christmas was just another crap day in this shit year.

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My Grandma Lasca died last Monday ( Read more... )

9 Days till the wedding....
Gahh!

I'm working at least 12 hrs overtime to save enough for the drinking I'm going to have to do...

*dies*

I'm going to be 27 in a month from sunday...and I think I'm ok with it ( Read more... )

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There is a giant box at my moms house. Its from my Dad, and Im affair to open it. I took all my time with him for granted. I wish I could be in FL for Christmas ( Read more... )

Just shoot for the stars, if I feels right. Then aim for my heart, if you feel like it, and take me away, and make it ok. I swear I'll behave.