My life is at a standstill. Nothing moving forward. Nothing moving back. I feel everything around me is passing me by and I don't the energy or will to catch up or jump in.

People question me all the time here for not living a christian life. Caro a 26year old virgin said its better to wait for sex and that i ruined a good thing. How the fuck does she know? People say counter-strike is senselessly violent, don't you think thats wrong? Every wednesday they drink and eat the blood and body of christ(granted that is ( Read more... )

SOmetimes i just wish i had something to pass the time.

There once was a puppet that ruled a strong nation ( Read more... )

Eets, Christmas. I got and gave presents, played in some snow, Drank some Hot Chocolate, Ate A Traditional German Dinner, Hung Out With Lisa, And Played Cards. I hope Everyone Had A Super Terrific Christmas At Home. My Room Is A Mess, But Hey Its The Holidays. Matt Is Gonna Be Here Soon. I Get To See My Mommy Too. Damn I Need To Get My Youth ( Read more... )

Lisa Is Here,
And I Am Glad,
Happy She's Near,
No Longer Sad,
With Me In Bed,
Keeps Me Warm,
I Kiss Her Head,
Rub Her Form,
Its Christmas Here,
Recieve Gifts,
Holiday Clear,
Spirit Lifts,
Oh Boy,
No Strife,
Complete Joy,
In My Life.

Lisa Is Here. Very Happy. Eventhough I have To Work While She's Here, It's still Fan-fucking-tastic.

How Bout A Happy Poem ( Read more... )

I am eating These Christmas cookies and they are awesome ( Read more... )

You Know Better Than I Know MySelf ( Read more... )

The Felt Tip On The Bleached White Sheet,
Uncovers Something Hidden Deep,
Emotion Takes The Form Of Words,
Describing Things In Gentle Curves,
Stress Relieving Off The Chest,
Skeletons Are Laid To Rest,
Set Upon A Roaring Fire,
Ashes Slowly Soaring Higher,
Lost Forever It Will Reside,
No Longer Carried Inside.