ugh. I just can't handle the way things are right now. I miss having a companion.

my hands are starting to look more and more like yours.

 uh oh.

i'm putting things off again.

ugh. small cry for help. 

This post from my wonderful minister, Molly, from her blog about dealing with her cancer diagnosis and treatment really hit me tonight. Specifically the part about things sometimes just being a mess ( Read more... )

keeps me hopeful ( Read more... )

I'll pray for the leaves to change. I think there's a tree outside my window again. It will turn crisp and appley. I'll wear sweaters with turtlenecks ( Read more... )

things that I take for granted ( Read more... )

you scare the crap out of me. I'm not sure where to go from here. Every day seems open to a new set of feelings or a new state of where we are. I wish I could just snuggle you. I wish I could hug all the parts of you that are hurting/confused.

I GET SO MUCH JOY FROM CHRISTIAN MUSIC. yessss! (even though I'm listening to Hanson's new cd right now. I also get so much joy from Hanson.)

I know that in Sunday School a month or so ago we talked about God being our gardener, cutting things off to help us grow better, but I never wanted to atually PRACTICE it and have it happen ( Read more... )