I couldn't help but think of you today. I still don't know what to do, but I know I'm just thankful that I had you through two of the most difficult years of my life. I don't know what I would have done without you ( Read more... )

you still feel like my partner.

I don't know what to do from here. I hate this slogging and pushing myself through each day... not really knowing what I'm headed towards ( Read more... )

I've lost too much.

it still all comes down to you. sweetie, I hope you know that in the mess department, you got nothin' on them.

I don't know. I don't know what to do about you. I just have to keep moving forward. It hurts a little bit less. I still feel pretty aimless. I'm definitely not ready to look for someone like you.

Right now, I'm no fun to be around.

i miss the days of feeling safe enough to be idealistic. i miss the days where my head was nuzzled in someone's stomach all day.

What I would like/need:

The ability to feel okay with taking a break to veg for a day. and not feel guilty about all the things I have to do.

I just realized why my money's so tight. I make so, so little. I didn't realize how little I make. And how much I work.

I'm going to have to ask for help.

I'm trying to keep myself from wanting to fall in love all over again. I know I need something. Some kind of interaction. Some closeness and smirks and warmth under layers of blankets ( Read more... )

There's a lot. There's a lot of new.

Introduce me?