Title: The Moment of Truth in Your Lies
Author:
gina84Pairing: Akame, these days apparently obligatory, at least hinted Jin/Meisa
Disclaimer: In my dreams I can own anything… otherwise they belong to each other
Rating: PG
Summary: At a late December night, Jin picks up Kazuya in front of a studio…
A/N: I just need to get this out of my system. I'm
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i avoid reading anything. watching anything.
but when i the first time i log in LJ and see this is on my top f-page, like poking me to open it.. i read.
it's like what's exactly happen.
and somehow i feel that this is exactly what happened. (well, more or less)
and i wanna cry -again-
it's hard now. and starts to get harder everyday, so let's hug and be strong to each other.
we will survive, i know.. <333
thank you for this. it's hard for me to read, and i can imagine that it was hard for you to write.. <33
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I kind of hate myself for this fic right now but well.. once posted, let's it live on
I wanted to write and give it a try, however, it doesn't feel right and I don't know what to do anymore.. my k_x is staring at me whenever I turn on my comp and I want to bang my head against a wall.
I'm sorry for coming here at the time like this with such a fic.
I'm M :| and a bit S for sharing it and making you all suffer with me :p /shot
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no..
your fic is good..
i can't make coherent and sane comment rn, but i guess, since we're on the same boat, you know it.
i think.....it's not angsty. just a promising romance.
:)
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not even when the going got tough and i felt adrift all alone in the sea without a lifesaver
it's maybe why i appreciate stories that wrench the heart because it's the only time that i can cry, try to cry
this one has got all the emotions in it, one where we have to live and deal with even if all we want to do is crawl under a rock and stay there forever
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I rarely cry in rl because of things that happen. So reading/writing is the only way for me to went emotions, and honestly, if there is any bigger stir, like for example now, I'm not really sure how to deal with it :|
So yeah, I do feel like crawling under a rock like dozen times a day, and as much as a part of me wishes not to feel like shit because of something seemingly as unimportant as the whole wedding-thing, there's another part that can't help it and weep ;_;
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i have come into terms that he got married pretty easily, what irks me is that my second (if you count Draco/Hermione) fandom just went kaboommm... silly, i know but there are things that are pretty hard to let go and this fandom is one of them
i was just happy that i branched out to other pairings pretty early, if not this would have hit hard me in the gut too
we'll all move on...
RL is gaining on me, so fandom has to take a back seat but i'll always be lurking around because i love kame so much...
take care, this will all blow over and we will find some other things to concentrate on
just know that we are writing them as fictional characters, taking their lives into our plots and make them play and whatever we write them as is not them the real person and in no way should affect our fandom :))))
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I have actually had the song on mind already a couple of days for no particular reason, like... I didn't think about it for quite a while and then it was suddenly back on my mind.
And when I finished this, the lyrics seemed to fit O__o
Akame is pretty much the first and for most of the time the only pairing for me. I like Brian and Justin from Queer as Folk but I do not follow them as much as Akame, and also the whole situation is different. It's hard to explain but it is *shrugs*
Also, I might have mentioned it elsewhere already, that what brought me to know that something like 'shipping' exists, was while reading a couple of fics about Gackt/Hyde from Moon Child movie. However, once I started looking for more fics and found some about them in canon, outside of the movie plotline, I didn't see the magic at all, because at the time I knew Hyde was already married. And seeing him in (even if only fictional) a relationship with anyone else was just weird. apparently, I have problems with ( ... )
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I guess after so many commotion and happenings in this couple of days, making me numb.
Maybe I need sometime away from Akame for the time being~
Hug you and hope you're feeling better.
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I can't come up with a proper fic atm so it's more than fine ♥
I've been kind of numb since the very first moment so I can understand you more than well.
Sometimes, I am a bit envious of you guys who can go and find some peace in your other pairings xD Right now I would need something like that as well..
*headdesk* I feel so stupid right now that the whole situation affected me so much DD: There are so many other, more important things I should be worried about and yet, I'm all emo about this. Like seriously, how old I am?? .-.
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this~~
i exactly think and feel like you, Gina..
that i'm no teenager who can cry over the idols..
but can't help it..
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In no way do I blame anyone, the less Jin because he deserves his happiness and everything he wants, the only one I can blame is me myself because I'm an idiot *headdesk*
*crawls away to search for a life on her own*
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