so i figured out it must really suck to be you. ha.

all i have to say is omg is it hott out there today. i mean really now.

i can't decided what i wanna do tonite. but either i need a shower b/c i'm hot and sticky. =/

yep this is pointless....

later days.....

i just know what to do. i feel bad...but yeah. i can't help the way i am. i should just let him go. all i do is make him feel bad. and in turn make myself feel like shit.

i always end up ruining a good thing. ...........................

so yeah i'm all kindsa tired and should be asleep but i'm not. my side is hurting like what. and i've got shit on my mind. things that really shouldn't be there. really. sometimes i feel like such a bitch....even when i'm not meaning to be. i dunno.

so i'm TN. i will be here til the 10th. which i a kinda good thing. all the same people i live with are here. so yea...there's the bad. i don't get away from them. i'm bored like crazy. but hey i'm not at work. and i don't have to clean anything. my mother already had a freak out. i still have to find Jackie a prize and get Jennifer from work a ( Read more... )

so to edit my last entry my mom told me she was sorry. that she wasn't thinking. lol. in other words everything is all good again.

yeah i'm bored and this post is pretty much pointless. =/ heh whatever.

so yeah. i've been working my ass of lately. like really. tomorrow. i'm going to be working 9-8 that's a long day for me.i'm so sore i feel like someone beat me up. we got 1800 totes in my store yesterday and another back room full of bulk stuff. yeah. fun ( Read more... )

i'm such a dork. but god i'm so happy. i mean really truly happy. everything just seems to be going good right now. i get off every day at 7pm. and 6pm on Sunday's. =]

& & & he's amazing. he just makes me smile.

yeah i complain that i want my house to myself. yet i'm here for a couple of hours. and i'm bored outta my mind. =/

so i found today that my store is closing. i had to wake up at 7am to find this out. i'm kinda sad b/c yeah i like most of the people i work with. and i'm gunna have to go a new store and new people and blah ( Read more... )