Well it's been a while, I'm actually brushing up on my math so that I can pass that section of the CPT. Everything has been smooth. I'm only rough thing is once in a while me and my dad come into a little conflict now and then. But nothing like we scream at eachother or anything. As for everything else ummm, well hopefully starting school this ( Read more... )

I really am tired of feeling lonely. My whole life I have been lonely. I guess thats why I have never been single for more than a week. I need someone to tell me constantly that they love me and to show it every now and then. I like the simple things. Cause I mean things like holidays are things that you have to do, or at least should do. I guess I ( Read more... )

Well..Um lifes been okay. I feel like crap today. I feel lonely, depressed, I don't even know what could make me feel better. I'd say carlos but i'd probably just take it all on him and we'd fight which idon't need. Why can't life ever go remotely as some of us want it to go. I feel soooooo hurt. And I don't even want to say or write why. I know ( Read more... )

Well I thought I'd quickly post before goingto work....well basically I have a dental job finally. I'm getting what to me is awesome pay...for the little expenses i have... But I really have to save up for alot of shit!!! that i want to do and what not. Carlos and me are doing fine. I guess since we really since i started working barely see ( Read more... )

I havn't really been posting lately. I guess I'm just a little lazy, even to vent. But anyways, I finally got a dental assistant job. I start next week on monday. But I'm getting so much shit from the fucking agency I work for now. Like I think what I have come to learn about work and what I can't stand is the lack of professionalism. Man I call I ( Read more... )

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Hung out with my "STALKER" last night. She helped me make a shirt for Carlos's show at Churchills today. The shirt looks totally badass, I'm wearing it to this show and Drakes, which is Feb 23. So we taled about a lot of stuff, and I can truly say I have found the genuine best friend for life. We are so alike, and I feel closer to her than I did ( Read more... )

I have never felt lonelier. I tired of feeling this way. But I finally have grasped the idea of you came to the world alone and you're leaving it just the same. So honestly fuck that I'm lonely.

Well, all I can say is deep down I'm very frustrated with my life. I need an actual job in what I studied. But I've been so lazy, I havn't even picked up my certificate yet. But I have been studying for my cpt for miami dade. I really don't want to take remedial classes. I have sooo much crap to do. I really have to stop slacking around and get my ( Read more... )

My life at this point seems a little meaningless. My artwork isn;t even the same. Don't know whats wrong with me. Maybe I just haven't had any inspiration. My muse has fallen asleep on me or gone on a very long vacation. I'm tired of only being able to draw girls I want to try some males, and maybe some abstract, and landscapes. The only two males ( Read more... )