LAYER ONE ( Read more... )

February of 2006.
I will live in San Marcos.
I am going to go to school and work up there.
Sundays and Mondays will be my days to spend with friends.
AKA Christine, Karyssa, Kristen, and Jenna.

If you have ever felt so sick to your stomach and yet thrilled that you might find something amazing in life, you know how i feel

But wow.
I am so scared.

things havent been so well lately. i had fun at marys party though :)
i love life but hate some things that are going on it.
i know itll all be ok but why does the same thing happen to me constantly. im sure its just me, but im not sure how to change it.

just was looking at some old entries.
crazy.

haha. guess this thing isnt that retarded after alll
anyways.

it doesnt matter if you're religous or not, go look at this

http://www.theinterviewwithgod.com/popup-frame.html

so.
i feel pretty today, but its only skin deep.

im confused.
i dont like it.

but jeff loves me a lot.

still.

how cool is that? after all the crap i did. he loves me

and.
i have wonderful friends. they may not be girls, but they tell me exactly what i need to hear. its amazing.

im happy at the moment.
but as soon as i start thinking... well you know.
thinking is a bad feeling.

jeffs leaving tonight.
its a tragedy i tell ya

life's been rad ( Read more... )

yeah so if you want to make my day better i wont stop you

no ones home at my house til 930.
whats up?