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the indignation of right and the never more naked of wrong
it's kind of like new years. one month since.
55 minutes until i leave it all behind. i have roared, and howled and turned myself inside out. i have fought with everything i have this month. i am not ashamed. i am leaving it all here, in these hard and unforgiving days and impossibly long nights since.
i have stopped wondering why. it is none of my ( Read more... ) -
Well as I live and breathe...
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Day 09 - Your beliefs, in great detail
i grew up catholic. i still wrestle with what beliefs can be, let alone what i believe in ( Read more... ) -
Day 08 - A moment, in great detail
yesterday was such a looong day. interviews and errands and all sorts of emotional stuff going on over here on winterwood lane. finding one moment that is interesting and i'm comfortable sharing is hard. i had to pass over everything and focus on when the loooong day was over ( Read more... ) -
Day 07 - Your best friend, in great detail, and an ending
I don't really keep many people close. Usually when people say things like that it's followed by a story where they've been done wrong and cannot let themselves trust again. But the best friends I've had have been very good to me. We've just drifted. Life gets in the way, etc. The person I'm going to name as my best friend isn't speaking to me. We ( Read more... ) -
Day 06 - Your day, in great detail
This morning was the first morning I didn't dart out of bed when my alarm went off in I don't know how long. I blame the difficult but necessary conversation Chris and I had last night. So I rolled out of bed at 6:30. Made the kidling pancakes for breakfast. I had an apple and some black tea. We watched the second to last episode of Buffy (we've ( Read more... ) -
Day 05 - Your definition of love, in great detail
I think it's pretty clear that I have no idea what love is. And I have very little interest in figuring it out just now. So. Consider this a bookmark. Or a cop out. Or both. -
Day 04 - What you ate today, in great detail
this morning i had a cup of black tea with soymilk and honey. i usually eat something, oats or a piece of toast, but we were in a hurry to take a couple loads over to the house before chris needed to be at work. for lunch the kidling and i had chickpea cutlet sandwiches and chopped apples. he had a powerade. i had more tea. for dinner i made a ( Read more... ) -
Day 03 - Your parents, in great detail
i've been writing this one for days. i used to be a tell-allind of girl. i'm really not anymore. anyway ( Read more... ) -
Day 02 - Your first love, in great detail (i did it wrong and i'm not sorry)
like everyone else, i'm not really sure which way to go with this first love business. so i'm cheating. because i really don't know what love is. it's so many things and nothing at all ( Read more... )