My friend's birthday is tomorrow!! Thank God for Live Journal and it's updates/notices. It is her bithday on the 18th. Maybe I will send her an e-mail gift. I've never sent one. Do they charge? Why can't everything be free ( Read more... )

I have currently been experiencing... or noticing, rather, bouts and periods of time where I cannot concentrate. My mind wanders and I believe that if I were in a relationship, I would be thinking and planning for "us," but since I have decided not to be in any sort of relationship, my mind is like a snowing TV screen--not tuned in to any specific ( Read more... )

I have only been gone for 10 minutes. Since then, Tom and I have driven to the park; he flew the helicopter once; I flew it once. I flew it very high up into the sky. The helicopter was high and far away. I thought the helicopter was going to be lost in the surrounding forest. I let the gas go, so that the helicopter would drop. I did not ( Read more... )

and that is what it is... an "entry" an open door to MY WORLD ( Read more... )

Tomorrow, I hope to make a connection with the property manager of my old apartment building. I officially moved in with my "friend" Tom on February 15th, although I had been "living there" for about one month previous. It has taken me about 30 days to move out. I have moved most of my belongings by packing my car with the help of friends on ( Read more... )

Oh my God, after sleeping 12 hours yesterday at the peak of my sex drive, I felt well rested enough to hit the gym today!! Finally. Yesterday I wanted "it" so bad, but there were no avenues for "outlet" so I decided to "sleep it off." I feel much better today ( Read more... )

I realized today while I was shopping... that my dear friend, Paula puts up with so much of my shit. She puts up with so much of my complaining and whining everytime we are out. Today, while we were shopping, she had to deal with my quirky Christmas gift to myself, an azalia plant, while I whined to her and made jokes about my attitude in regards ( Read more... )

My usual weekend outings consisted of evenings at Tom's. Well, Wed night, I sent him a message saying that I hated him... because the word actually means: to detest something to the point of bringing about action. And that's what I was doing... I composed the letter to stop the relationship. I shall not go to his house. He shall not be my ( Read more... )

Cleaning, the new upset ( Read more... )

A good friend, female, and myself just got back from the local supermart. I am convinced that I like shopping for my "feminine hygeine products." I am not embarrassed anymore and I like the uncomfortable look that everyone (men, mostly) gives you and yet the consoling look that other women give you. Is it something to be proud of?? I mean, it ( Read more... )