So yeah no more boyfriend. very very sad about that fact. Cause i fell in love with him and then he stopped caring about me. Jusst like every other guy. i do't mean he doesnt care about me cause we are still friends but not in the way i do for him. :'( i still love him though i just wish he felt the same way. I dont know anymore i can be completely ( Read more... )

So my birthday was ok. Nick made it pretty good! Lol! But anyway it was actually kinda boring i went and saw pirates again. I almost fell asleep i was having a sugar crash. But Orlando Bloom hmmmm he is so cute! But i went to red lobster for dinner mmmmmmmm SHRIMP! I LOVE SHRIMP!!!!!! Lol i do really! then i went and had dessert with family after ( Read more... )

So nick couldnt go to the mall anyway so yeah. and when i went home my mom wasnt being all evil anymore. i got written up at work on sat. i went in early to. but i got written up cause i had my phone in my hand i was about to put it away too. GRRRRRRR so mad about that that is bull shit! Well whtaever i worked extra hard that day to try and make ( Read more... )

My mom is being such a bitch i swear! I wanna go to the mall with nick, she doesnt know i wanna go with him but that is why, because he goes to his brother's on the weekend and i wont be able to see him. And next week the days im getting off work i am busy and wedsday i have color guard and i have been wanting to spend time with him but i havent ( Read more... )

So whoooooo! Nick asked me out finally! YAY! *happy dance* I am so happy! But i am so afraid that i am going to mess it up. I really want this to last. I think i might be falling in love with him no ttrying to seem like i'm rushing into things but we have talked everyday -1 for over a month. I'm not saying i'm i love just that i could be falling ( Read more... )

I want to freak out i want Nick to message me back but he hasnt been on his myspace since i sent the message i am freaking out! I am like sick with worry i wish he would hurry up!

I am sooooo sad! i really like this guy but he is in love with someone else! What to do! I am so tired of rejection but maybe it is a good thing he doesn't like me i'm not good enough for him nor anyone else for that matter! I would probably be a horrible girlfriend i mean i am too self centered, i am too clingy, i fall for people too ease! i hate ( Read more... )

I wish i would stop liking Eric it isn't fair the first guy i like for their personality it sucks. I ALWAYS like the guy that will never like me back. Then last friday he kissed me and i liked it but yesterday i accidently open my big mouth and said something to someone and he got mad at me so why i don't mind if all he thinks of me is as a good ( Read more... )

Hey well this day sucks i HATE VALENTINE'S Day it sucks! And to top it off i am so confused i am not sure if i like this guy, if you don't know who he is but want to know message me. I am not sure of my feelings it sucks. Ok here it is like i think about him and i want to talk to him a lot but i don't know if i am just lonely. And i think it ( Read more... )

Hey anyone here hate Valintines day as much as me i think they made that holiday just to make people like me wish they could just never leave their house WHY!!!!!!!!!!!???????????????? I dont want it to come ( Read more... )