Boop! Still alive and whatnot.

It has been about 4 years since I updated my LJ. I was reading over some of my entries from 2003, and it's just so fascinating to see how I've changed since then. My entire life is different. I still feel a strong connection to my younger self, and I haven't changed too many of my deeply rooted beliefs/morals/views, but I've learned how to face ( Read more... )

I don't use LiveJournal anymore.. this journal has become a thing of my memories and my past.
For all my recent adventures go here: http://lisadebus.blogspot.com/

i dont know how much more bad news i can take.  i love being here, but i realized that i cant work here.  its just too hard.  i either have to be a full time student (which its way too late for), or get a full time job, and it cant just be any old job either.  it has to meet the government's requirements and be advertized on this one site for at ( Read more... )

There's not a person I hate more on this Earth than my roommate's boyfriend ( Read more... )

oh, and i also have that scratchy-throat & cough thats going around. dont get it.. it sucks

so apparently theres some animals that got into our attic. currently 2 or more of them are growling like hell and fighting and probably tearing up the rafters up there. they are SO LOUD. ffs.. i feel so bad because one of them sounds like its crying for help.. i feel so terrible. i wish i could go up there and save it or scare the bullying ( Read more... )

wow, im really a fuck up ( Read more... )

You could've been all I wanted
But you weren't honest
Now get in the
ground
You choked off the surest of favors
But if you really loved
me
You would've endured my world

Well you're just as I presumed
A
whore in sheep's clothing
Fucking up all I do
And if it's here we
stop
Then never again
Will you see this in your life?

Hang on to ( Read more... )

for those of you who are very patient, open minded and willing to think in
complexity, WATCH 'ELEPHANT'.  theyre playing it on hbo.. its one of the best
movies ive ever seen.  fecking amazing.. it just blows your mind.  some of it
almost brought me to tears its just so good.
"so were gonna die today, huh?"