the PSAT was fun. realized i like taking tests. like finals. theyre fun ( Read more... )

advice from vinnie: dont talk to lake park counselors about your problems. they only put you down. talk to your english teacher or your favorite teacher.

im gonna have to talk to mrs creech tomarrow. and frau lyden. my whole life is just a huge mess. dunno what im gonna do with myself.

*sigh* theres been so much goin on (in my head) i cant even type it all. ive gotten tired of everything.. as i explained before.. and im getting tired of thinking so much. ive kinda.. stopped. thinking about dying and laws of nature and why were all here.. even if i figure it all out it wont do any good cuz it wont change anything. which is why ive ( Read more... )

last night sucked. too lazy to go into it ( Read more... )

i think im getting to the point of being suicidal. again. ive been thinking about this all day. i think i finally realized that i, just like everybody else, thinks that one day ill be something great and leave a mark or whatever.. but the reality is that i wont. and neither will anybody else. the reason? because the government wont allow it. they ( Read more... )

story in a nutshell about yesterday ( Read more... )

today was fun. besides the fact that 1) im sick as hell/throat hurts/hurts to breathe in 2) i woke up with only 10 mins to get ready for school 3) this week has gone by slow as hell, it was cool. dont really have any homeowrk, and what hw i do have is fun. history was fucking awesome. we were doin seminars about if the americans should have kicked ( Read more... )

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holy SHYT. omfg i cant fukcing breathe. this is the fucking funniest thing ive ever read in my life. roflmaoooo

angelinaaaaaaa... algenIIIIIIIINAAAAAAAAAAAAA.. im waiting for you to pooooost ;)

*sigh* i love him.. his soft touch.. how he gently strokes the side of my face before he kisses me.. how we can just lay in each others arms, looking into each others eyes, smiling.. i love him i love him i love him. i love him ( Read more... )