so one time mitch made a few decisions... and he would not take them back, but just because he would not take them back does not mean he will ever do them again.

im glad that whole thing got figured out... at least we know where we stand... im tired of people saying things and then not follow through, but what can you do? this is how its going to ( Read more... )

oh and i love this new icon

uh.... so life has been so crazy lately. i think that things are settling down now to where things should be ( Read more... )

this past weekend has changed my life. i went to a few amazing workshops, met awesome new people and got to know people that i didnt know very well better. its just amazing what you can still learn about yourself and your community. i cant accurately express how phenomenal this weekend was except to saw that it was just that, phenomenal.

jennifer ( Read more... )

wow the past few weeks have been amazing. i didnt end up going to ptown last weekend because it was woman's weekend an well... ya know. but i had a great time here! lots of fun at P2C and my house. saw man of the year and open season. also saw a good home game. i loooove to watch rugby ( Read more... )

uh... so i now remember why i wasnt drinking for a while and why calling people when a little buzzed is NOT a good idea. way to go mitch ( Read more... )

this is on its way to being my song

im working on things so that is will be my song soon enough. im really doing it this time. no more fucking around. i am way to good of a person to be doing this to myself and there is so much in front of me to just give up.

I've dealt with my ghosts and faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I’ve ( Read more... )

this weekend i went to fryeburg maine with erica, elizabeth and melissa for the fryeburg fair. it was a super time. at one point i said something to melissa about how we were bonding and she said 'no no, there is no more bonding left to do, we are now bonded'. i met some of her guy friends at the fair and they were awesome. i love meeting new ( Read more... )

oh god what an intense past few days. i have been at P2 since wednesday night. i finally brought my computer over here. first it started out as needing to study then lilia kept asking me to stay. it made sense for last night and the ngiht before because sat morning we were going to the game and this morning we were suppose to get up and to go six ( Read more... )

my chem professor "if you have never taken trigonometry you have not truly suffered" haha. oh the professors at keene state college.

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i have been doing some serious thinking.... and have am trying to make long term plans as to what i can do to permanently pull myself out of this. the first is to not run from it... but what does that really ( Read more... )