is fucking amazing ( Read more... )

SSOOOOOOO a few nights ago i found my first chin hair. there it was, dark and awkwardly long, for the simple fact that i had not noticed it until then ( Read more... )

so just now i read a Q in a myspace which said "if you had to do it all over again would you?"
my answer to that is... that there are a lot of things i wish i had done differently.... but it all lead me to where i am today.. so would i really change it? yes, because maybe i would have been where i am today months ago... but at least i am here.

i feel ( Read more... )

im sorry to everyone

im sorry to laura for everything i did

im sorry to those people that i was once friends with..... that sara made me believe they did bad things... and i believed her.. and therefore didnt like/talk with those people anymore...

i have already found out that sara has told people that i have said things that i have not. it makes me ( Read more... )

wow, i havent updated in awhile. things right now are so unbelievable ( Read more... )

life is good

when i say good i mean great

had my last day at target tonight. when i wasnt at work i spend the weekend with my girl :) how i have missed the laughing and cuddling and everything else.

thrus i went to try and change my name but they wouldnt let me file. assholes, but thanks to brad im gunna figure something out.

last night sara and i went ( Read more... )

intense

i want chest surgery

i want T

knowing that brudder will be going on T in a few days makes me so happy for him. and so completely jelous.

this kid that i am friends with on myspace posted pics of his surgery from dec 12th. i am so jelous. i just gazed for a long period of time.

i need it

i havent been passing as well lately, i think its due to ( Read more... )

COOL, so im super sick. as in a was throwing up cuz i was coughing so hard, oh and i couldnt breathe last night. jamie was trying to convince me to go to the ER. i waited it out though... health services said i have a bad broccitus and gave me an inhalor, codeine, and an anti-biotic. sweet, i love being drugged up ( Read more... )

me: "what are you doing to me? you made me a heart breaker and you make stay up late to talk to you ( Read more... )

yikes