don't say goodbye, you are my everything to me

[moonkissedx]

life
junsu-centric & ot5, g, angst
1185 w.

i wrote this crying because of junsu's tweets, so a lot of emotion was probably carried into this. i hope you like because i haven't updated for a long time & i'd really love to hear your opinion on this since it's my first junsu-centric (or member-centric) fic. quotebacks would be lovely c: do tell me if

Comments

[winter_subaki]

OMG!OMG..I can't stop crying..what is junsu's tweet? may i know about it?

[museelo]

he tweeted Don't say goodbye's lyrics :)

[moonkissedx]

don't cry ;o; //hands you tissues

[museelo]

spot

[museelo]

it is really really well written. i'm not a junsu fan but for some reason it was nice to read. i love angst so this was perfect lolol

thank you for this <3

and OH yunjae mention "the one he had stolen from yunho’s closet before they left" i smiled XD

[moonkissedx]

thank you so much ♥ c: i was hoping people wouldn't find it too angsty ;~~; and hehe you caught the hint! actually i stole that line from a fic i never finished writing, and it was yunjae so. ;)

1/2 (THIS COMMENT IS A LONG ONE I'M SORRY ;;;;;;;)

[byuldeureul]

It's like 7:30AM and I must have gotten only 6 hours of sleep. I was thinking of maybe goin back to sleep for a couple more hours before I had to get up anyway. But when I saw you finally posted this fic, I pretty much ran here to go read it.

Maybe I shouldn't have, because now there's no way I could go back to sleep after reading something ao beautiful.

Baby-ah. You haven't written a piece like this before - but now I'm wondering why on earth you hadn't before ;________________;b Y-You're able to handle emotions so well and convey them like no one else through writing; it would only make sense, then, that a fic like this would turn out so perfectly heartbreakingly lovely, simply because you were the one who wrote it.

I'm not just saying this because I love you(+ your writing) so much, but seriously...............this is so / Junsu /, sweetie - every word of it resonates, screams Junsu through & through: it speaks directly to my image of him as a person, my memory of him as a performer, and my head!canon for how absolutely

2/2 (THIS COMMENT IS A LONG ONE I'M SORRY ;;;;;;;)

[byuldeureul]

Okay, so I’m hoping this will actually work out this time because UMMMMM LJ APPARENTLY HATED ME EARLIER & ATE MY COMMENT & DIDN’T LET ME BACK ON FOR AWHILE so ummmmmm I’m kinda traumatized in the sense that I’m typing this and hoping so bad that this doesn’t get messed up again q____________q --Well, only time will tell I guess~

Also, I have no idea what that huge blank space at the bottom of the last comment was for. I'm sorry. This is what happens when you're reading fic at 7:30 in the morning on very little sleep orzzzzz

Okay, so - the other thing that really stuck out to me about this fic is how absolutely wonderful you described this scene (and it’s funny because you were mentioning to me about the fic that you never wrote related to this ahahaha;;):
he remembers the day he was admitted into the hospital when they were overseas. he remembers the warmth from jaejoong’s hand as it held onto his own sweaty palm, he remembers the shirt jaejoong was wearing (the one he had stolen from yunho’s closet before they left, the one

[goldpaperclips]

and he makes a wish that night: one day, please bring us back together, to where we were, to who we are. dong bang shin ki.-dies at this. It's such an emotional piece & I have to admit I was hesitant before reading this because I'm always afraid to read reflective fics that fan the ebbs of hurt in me whenever I think about the current dong bang shin ki. I'm glad I read it anyway; it's been long since I read fics like that & I feel like it's brought me back to earth, back to how I used to be when I used to contemplate about things like that. It's so beautiful bb ⑉ I'm glad it's you who wrote this fic bcos I wouldn't have read anything like that written by others right now. It's comforting in a way

[moonkissedx]

i'm so sorry for replying this two months late omg ;o; i'm really happy you like it ;;;;;; hehe jaejae's my #0 bias too (you know that keke.) but yes i've always loved junsu's heart c: aslfdkj aww thank you - that is such a huge compliment ;;

you know i'll wait with you no matter how long we'll have to and i believe that they'll come back together as five someday. hehe crystal is long-winded too but it's okay~ i love you ♥

[aya_biruna]

Ow..... I love Junsu's centric fict....
but, I can't holding back my tears...It's hurt....hiks...

[moonkissedx]

;o; don't cry bb //hugs & hands you tissues