You know wat if there is a god please don't take Gene away from me again.......I can't bear to lose him....I love him so much i thought i would neva love like this.He goin back north carloina god this hurts so much. It been a month and couple of days since we got back together and now he leavin again....I don't want nobody else but him i can't lose ( Read more... )

Yeah its been a while things has been kind crazy diz summer i met a guy that Josie knows and it was crazy i was fallin for him and shyt.....I had stop talkin to Mike Lysaun and Taylor....Ma Life seem like it was goin great i went to murry bertraum then i got transfer and went back to ma old skool... Then Gene Came back he told me he still like me ( Read more... )

I hate this person Mike. GrRrRr i told him i like him again diz make no sense no sense omg ouch i hate myself why did i tell him... fel so much less of a person now god i need to take to somebody else maybe i should stop talking to him for a while he just sooo grr....... Nooooooooooo this asshole is gonna be the death of me and grr and this shit ( Read more... )

My head is spining ( Read more... )

Look i was talking to Gene last night and u want to know wat he told me. You Broke up with me for nuthing. Cuz there nuthing between Naty and me no more and never will. And He said it doesn't matter cuz he leaving for good now to texas gRrRrRrRr. Yo i can't believe it i want to see him today and tell him everything i don't want to lose him for ( Read more... )

Okay wondering y im writing this well im breaking up with Gene. No he didn't do nuthing wrong really. He is a great person but ma best friend naty is in love with him still. So now he know that he like me alot but not as much as he does dor naty well. So im letting him go. Its the best thing. I hate to see her unhappy so for that i will give up ( Read more... )

Well today is the day i say good bye to lysaun and taylor. As u know for the past couple of days we all been fighting and it started when i went out with Gene ma wonderful boyfriend who is ma first kiss. Yesh im saying good bye to them ending ma life with them it maybe hard but its time to let go. We got into another big fight today and i talk to ( Read more... )

Okay let me tell u that im 14 and i finally got ma first kiss Yay. In a way im sad though y i'll tell u why. Well me and Naty went outside. So she called Jr but his bum ass didn't come out to madd late so we went and walk around when he finally did we went to his house and to his room Jamal was there with us as well. So we stood there for a while ( Read more... )

Today was a okay day but Taylor and me got into a fight again. I wish we didn't fight i bet he hates me. We always fight but i wish he would stop screaming at me and it hurts. He swears i hate i hate him but i don't i just wish he understood that i can't wait to go back to skool for i can start a new life and meet new pplz. Me and Jr are good and ( Read more... )

ive been sick for like a day today and i haven't talk to ma bf in like a day too ive been so weak but idk i wish i can get betta i don't even got the strength to get out the bed and i know it like bull shit u out the bed now soo maybe ill call him rite after this haahahah kk bye.