Beside the fact i have just seen the cutiest inuyasha ep i just realize something that im not alone in this heartless world i have my friends and as long as they say i can do something i know i can. I also have my family who love me dearly even if i can't see it at times i know they will alway be there for me. Just as im there for them. i know im ( Read more... )

today is okay day but i don't know i feel like im drowning in myself y i don't even know sometime i feel like im a slave in this how command to do everything even though i know i can't seem to say thing cuz it goes one ear through another never having anything to myself cuz if i do they just take it way. like my room i can't even be by myself or ( Read more... )

is so wrong that you want to be alone at times? that you don't wish to be bother by anybody and just wanna go deaf that you can't hear nobody call your name and not be criticize of wat you right. which i know im gonna get from my cuzzin look i don't want to hear stop that shit no i don't want to hear it cuz all i want to do is be by myself so why ( Read more... )

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i never really understand life but who does. Maybe it just me maybe i just want to find out who i really im that all. But will i.... I mean wat can i do but just wait for it to happy that all i can really do, just take it by the hand and see wat if leads me 2 funny thing is i just i just don't have any words for it this time that is all no smart ( Read more... )

i have risen
once again
from a cold dark world
where nothing is right
where nothing is warm
but a sad cold place
that lives in my heart
where darkness fall
in my reach
as i gasp for the bit of air
i need
i was tempted by my sins
and i took them in
how funny and simple life can be
as i sleep
a nor endless sleep.

Far beyond my reach i hear your voice a name that you once called out i can't go back to the way we use to be can't even open my eyes i can't speak nor breath or hear the sweet sound of your voice i should have know that im in a endless sleep by my unforgiven sin that has become of me but a deep cold body that lays beneath the ground

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you know even if you don't love there is always something you want and desire. But you can't have it. I don't wat im writing right now it could be that boy im in love with just maybe maybe. I know i should get over him but he always there haunting me in every way i hope there is another for me but in the end who cares right about now.All i know is ( Read more... )