is overwhelming.
its a love and hate relationship.
I think i may need to get rid of this journal just so that i can never look upon how much i miss certain people or that time in my life i can't replay... or redo.

i just realized that i'm kind of almost at a fork in the road. i don't know if i'm ready to decide which way to go.

p.s.
i really wanna see the movie control.

what's everyone doing/being for halloween?

could it be? i found my Mr. Darcy?

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"I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead ( Read more... )

What are you changing?
Who do you think you're changing?
You can't change things, we're all stuck in our ways
It's like trying to clean the ocean
What do you think you can drain it?
Well it was poison and dry long before you came

because i like to make drastic decisions that dont have anything to do with you. i just like to throw my life in crazy directions so the outcomes are not exactly pleaseing to you or me. life didnt come with a how to guide so im making it up as i go along ( Read more... )

somebody save me.

I AM MOVING TO SAN ANTONIO SOON!