I think I've gone up a social class. lol.
Now... if I could just keep hoing it up to a minimum I'd stay there. :)

:) Past the pain, into the butterflies. :D
I can't wait to go back to UF and take genetics/go to class/parties/meet people/have fun/love again :)

I must like hurting myself or something. Or I'm delusional. lol

If I were my friend, I'd be annoyed with me. I hate the flip-flop.

Should I keep asking him out? He just wants space to grow up and be independent, so should I just wait for him and hope he'll realize our love is stronger than single philandering? I don't think I can let my heart get that attached and wait for it to be crushed. We'll see.

woooooooow. life is soooo.... lolztacular. :) I'm alright now, everything is smoothing out. Ahhh.... finalllllly. Even talking to him, and feeling like wow we have so much in common/love each other so much still anyway, isn't going to cut it. I just know we would never work out. lol I love his friends, I wish I could keep hanging out with them, ( Read more... )

So, it's really funny how people who've never been in/out of a really big relationship keep telling me I'm crazy for doing certain things, and all the people who have are like, dude, that's such a great idea! I should have done that! ::sigh:: I think the worst part of it is that I STILL love him, and he doesn't give a rat's booty. That's definitely ( Read more... )

I feel like, in the past two weeks, I've gone from being an 16 year old to a 20 year old. I pretty much hate guys right now, I'm sick of their shit, and I hate that they're so beautiful. ::sigh:: I just wish that I could stop being so stupid, and just go for happy decisions and good choices. I hate being broken up. I want to call him, and I know I ( Read more... )

::sigh::
Wow me. Wow.
My number is officially 2.

I keep telling myself I'm over him, but my heart aches.

I need my daily dose of love drug.