Ok, in typical lj fashion I am now going to make my secretest, most shameful confession: I bought Ani Difranco's new cd tonight. I didn't even know she had one. It's just...sometimes you get curious about what someone you loved long ago is up to these days. ((This is not an oblique reference to you, Kate, I still love you.)) Well, she is just ( Read more... )

One thing that becomes apparent about my life is that it is perhaps over-saturated with literature. It occurs to me that it might be good to know some other things, such as history. Now it is close to too late, as I only have one more year of Sarah Lawrence College, but I guess it is never too late to read books that have things in them. Like ( Read more... )

I smell so fuckin weird. I don't even know like what. Indian food or something. Whoa. Plus: I finished my last real cigarette over six hours ago, and I have now smoked every near-salvageable butt in the house too ( Read more... )

Basically, everything has gone from terrible to great. I have to go to my car and buy coffee, but I just wanted to let you know ( Read more... )

Fortunately I'm over the feeling that there's no longer any joy for me in life. We'll just have to chalk that one up to a residual flu side-affect. (One secret is that I'm also using that excuse to myself for my atrocity of a "paper" that is currently in process ( Read more... )

When it is time for this song, this is the only song. It isn't the way it the title sounds, which I guess is some kind of punk or fauxnk, which should really be a word but isn't. Anyway, it does have this way lofi thing going on, but it's so sweet and poignant. It has mostly really cheesey lyrics (it opens "I think that my heart is going to pop out ( Read more... )

Ok, I have gotten to a weird place in my mind.

I miss my dad so much. And it is weird how I am always all the time not thinking about it. It is weird how conscious that is. And how I can sort of acknowledge it without really thinking about it so that I can say things like "when dad was alive" and not have some sort of meltdown that makes everyone ( Read more... )

I have been spending all the times here making ridiculous shirts which I ended up actually drunkenly ordering at 5am last night. But it is pretty awesome, even though I couldn't afford it. Kate got me underwear that say LOOTING=LIFE that I feel pretty good about, and then I got a shirt that says "be a manatee's friend!" in pink on gray, with a ( Read more... )

So I am getting a car, and not only am I getting a car but I am getting a car of up to $12000 dollars value, and I have just spent hours looking at every honda civic in the county, so many varieties and even a few too-expensive 2003 hybrids, and I am glad but also a little uncomfortable. To illustrate the discomfort, I will make a list ( Read more... )

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