yea so shits really fucking fucked up.
seriously.
and thats really all i have to say.

dont take for granted the full meals you get. becuz when you have to question where your gonna be able to con your next meal, or how you'll beat so and so to the food before it's gone, you'll be like.....fuuuckkk ( Read more... )

i cant remember ever feeling like this... i dont even know what to do or where to go.

i tried to o.d today.

i took my whole bottle of Prozac

when kevin came over he found me passed out and drowsy after he got me awake.
so it didnt work obviously.
he made me promise to never do that again. but that was hard to promise.
im not sure how i survive ( Read more... )

AGHHHHHHHHH FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!

i definetly hate myself very much. yuuuuup.
fuck off.

So yea uh i went to CT with my aunt and savannah and noah to meet shane and i was supposed to hang out with Zay since he lives int he next town over from shane but i didnt end up doing that. shane's really nice and funny. he was gonna take me for a ride on his bike but then it got dark and we endedup not doing that. we're probly gonna go quading ( Read more... )

so yea i've been having my reacurring dreams once again. usually that means something fucked up is gonna happen soon ( Read more... )

ok so aparently i cant have fucking anything in this house without my aunt or faith borrowing it. or destroying it. come home, find another one of my poetry notebooks, downstairs, with pages ripped out. wonderfuckingful. then come upstairs, computer room, trashed.and not just that, but my fucking halo 2 is open, out of the case, on the fucking ( Read more... )

hahaha go figure huh

indie will have to write:

I will not smoke up in class any more

'What will you have to write on the chalk board?' at QuizGalaxy.com

anyways....i feel like shit.still. my ratties got a new house.it's called a rat mansion and it really is giganturous.yus.theyve been chattering about it for hours.lol i was so amazed ( Read more... )

i'm getting my tonsils out tomorrow at 11:30 EEEEEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPP

*pases back and forth*

OI!

well, other than the worrying, my past two days have been pretty much a blast.

i love chillin with jonathan and botey for two days straight. plus brandon has a sick room. me and him stayed up all night on monday night talking, smokeing,  and watching a ( Read more... )

my aunt actually expects me to go along with thewhole idea of sharing a room with faith on the 3rd floor ( Read more... )