So I've always held, and understand with complete certainty, that life isn't fair. But everytime something happens that asserts this foundation, I'm always a little bitter.

Why do bad things have to happen to good people? Why do other people always have to hurt? Why are my pains always...so minimal compared to theirs, when I know my life has been ( Read more... )

So, thanksgiving away from my family? Sucks. I feel a little sad, that tomorrow is thanksgiving and I'm who knows how many miles away from home. I'm in a numb phase, where I can pretend it's not happening, but if I think about how it IS happening, I feel sad again. I mean, I know it's only like...three weeks till I get to go home for Christmas ( Read more... )

I want the days back when school was fun. I want the days when I learned for the desire to learn. But I can't bring myself to think that way, because I'm paying for this education and they're measuring it numbers and grades. Essentially, I'm paying to be graded. I'm paying to be analyzed on a number scale. I'm paying so other people can think I've ( Read more... )

I am now taking a small break from studying to mention.

THE PEACE PRIZE??? REALLY???

I wanted Obama to win the elections. I did. But I can't help but think someone is severely screwing up in handing out Nobel Peace Prizes. He does not deserve it. I know that. He hasn't done anything that merits winning it. Yeah, fine, so he's pushing the world into a ( Read more... )

When I was little, my favorite time of the year was Easter. We always went with my godparents to eat breakfast and have an Easter egg hunt. My dad worked for my godfather.

When I was seven he quit. My godparents never contacted me or invited me to anything again.

For the longest time, I thought if I was a more interesting person, it wouldn’t have ( Read more... )

I DID IT. I GOT THE IB DIPLOMA. YIPPEEEEE!!

(And in case you don't know what that means, getting the IB diploma is the equivalent of getting really good scores and passing all your AP exams. :D :D :D )( Image of my score report card for IB :D :D :D )

Because I wish someone would stake Edward Cullen in the books.

Plus. Buffy? Totally better role model than Bella. And this is how Bella should have reacted to Edward's creepiness.

Also Buffy=Awesome. It's just true.

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My friend showed me this just now.

It made me feel a lot better. It's in spanish so a couple of you might not get what it's saying, and I would translate it for you if I weren't feeling so lazy, but maybe if you google it you can find it. The poem is "no estas deprimido estas distraido" by facundo cabral

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So I feel like crap today.

It's this weird annoying empty feeling that's swirling around in my gut and won't leave me alone. I swear, it almost feels like I don't know who I am or like I'm not part of this world. I just - it's not a very nice feeling.

Now that I've graduated I find myself quite bored. Which really I should be happy for all the free time, but I guess all that extra junk I've been doing during school time which kept me quite busy has left me with an inability to know how to handle free time.

Which is why I'm trying to get a summer job, at least until college starts, but getting a ( Read more... )