I usually come running back to confines of the internet blog when 1. I dont have school 2. its late at night and I cannot sleep 3. I probably feel a slightly bit lonely, and 4. all of the above ( Read more... )

It's amazing how psychiatry can help you get a new perspective on life and things in general. Yet it also depends on the persons ability to accept and cope with the therapy, it works for me, it might not work for you. Take religion for example, many people state that Jesus & God are the only way to happiness in this life, I beg to differ. All ( Read more... )

A string of incoherent words uttered by me, when I try to explain to you what's going through my head. A long pause follows my rantings... silence always seems to be the best option when your mind races after hearing an unexpected confession (although confessions are rarely expected). I knew something was wrong the moment you said I'm sorry. It's ( Read more... )

I am the hate you try to hide ( Read more... )

I went to the cemetary yesterday and freaked out like crazy, I swear to baby jesus that something was following me in there. The cemetarys here are creepy, they have huge headstones with religous symbols; crosses, angels, the virgin marys picture, and worst of all the departeds pictures all rusted and old. Death here is worshipped and souls walk ( Read more... )

When I look back at last year I realize that no matter all crap that happened, it was by far the best. It was full of amazing friends, many drunken fun nights and a few set backs. I realize I accomplished everything I set out to do, I finally began college and saved up a little money. And now im here in mexico having such an amazing time with my ( Read more... )

Christmas is the drunken mans holiday, I mean who seriously thinks of cutting down a tree and putting it in their living room, then decorating it with lights?

so Im sitting at a small coffee shop in lovely mexico, my cousin sits next to me and i cant help but think that what im doing is not much different from when im back home, yet it feels completely different. Im having the hardest time getting used to the freaking keyboards here, they are slightly different because they had to add a few more letters ( Read more... )

I am incredibly tired. You would think that being in the library you could hear yourself think, but no, not the one I'm at. Peoples chattering is louder then my thoughts. I began writing this entry feeling inspired, then I heard the droning of strangers around me and the door to imagination slammed shut. I just want to sleep, but I have so much ( Read more... )

LJ has changed so much, I like it, it's easier to understand. I have so much to read for school it makes me so sad because I miss reading for enjoyment and there are like a billion book under my bed that I'd love to read sometime in my short life. Really I keep all my books under my bed because my room is relatively small and I have to share it ( Read more... )