"Pero, porque lloras, si aqui no hay ningun monstruo ( Read more... )

I am over stimulated, I've forgotten what it's like to be a by my self, and it makes me feel like I can't connect with anyone. If you expect the least, why would you be provided with anything more than expected? Ergo, if you belive it will hurt it will. That's what our parents told us growing up. If you flinch when the ball is thrown, it's going to ( Read more... )

I'm running out of excuses for messing everythign up. Maybe I'm afraid of finding the life that I had, maybe I'm afraid of looking for it because I don't want to find that it's changed compeltly. I'm so busy and I cant see eveyone that I'd like to and work... and at the same time maybe I'm not forcing my self hard enough ( Read more... )

In the end, it was a water chestnut that killed him. Ironic, given his fear of the things, that tied back to a childhood accident of choking on a carrot. Since then he ad harbored paranoia of all small coin shaped foods, from chocolate wafers to pickles ( Read more... )

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I have poison ivy on my face. Not just on my face. All OVER my face. And my arms. Welcome home! This evil plant doesn't exist in Europe. It's pure evil. It is the most evil living creature on the planet. I'm sure of it. It only exists for evil. The horrible reaction it gives doesn't even serve itself in self defence, because it takes up to 24 hours ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm waiting for my return to sink in. I feel as though I'm floating, not quite toutching any of the emotions loming around me, not sadness at having left or extreme excitment at being home or anxiousness to return to Iowa City. I feel complacent and satisfied. I know that just below the surface of where I am now is a whole range or ( Read more... )

My little brother is taller than me, sounds like my dad and has slight facial hair. I can't handle light switches or toilets, there's cheddar cheese in the fridge and I'm scared of the interstate.

I'M BACK.

I leave Spain forever on Sunday. I leave San Fernando on Saturday.

I have a job when I get home and a place to stay in IC until I can move into my house.

I don't know how to say goodbye...

May 25th ( Read more... )