To say goodbye...Yes...I must rid myself of some things...my life needs to change. The only way I know HOW to do this is to start anew. Today I went to the doctor...I had *felt* as though something very wrong was going on...and I was right...I am miscarrying. I have been bleeding heavily for 2 days now. The U/s showed nothing, but the tests
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I am utilizing the T-Mobile website album section to store pictures I take with my camera phone. Right now there are only pictures of Olivia...check in often!
Every day I feel a bit differently about my life, my situation, and the people in it...This is not good or bad, just different...I WANT stability...not just financial and such, but emotional as well...I think I seriously have been looking in the wrong places for some time now...Hmmmm
Okay...well, where to begin...Jeff and I decided that it is very possible we are not to be together for eternity and therefore should divorce. I am currently looking for a job and Amy agreed that when I get a job she will watch Olivia until I find a daycare I am comfortable with. I will live here until I save enough $ to afford to live on my own.
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Nothing exciting still...well...Cherie is FINALLY moved! Gods, it freakin took like a month! Tomorrow Amy and I are going to go over and check it out...well, I've been there before, but not since she's all moved in completely.
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My birthday sucked, of course...just b/c of all the shit that is going on in my life...can't that shit go away for one fucking day? However...I did get $100 from my mom, $100 from my grandparents, $20 from my Grammy (dad's mom) and actually a very cool gift from Jeff...He got me a $100 gift certificate to a drum store called Earth Ryhthms...I want
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