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Country music can really break your heart
It still blows my mind sometimes how a simple sad song will just reflect everything I'm feeling at any given moment. I remember when I used to hate country music when I thought whatever I heard on the radio was representative of the genre. Then I became obsessed with Johnny Cash and read up on the roots of country music and realized there was so ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
I'm a fucking disaster and I have no idea how to pull myself out of this hole. -
Addicted
I never thought I'd say this before leaving Queen's (permanently), but I'm completely head over heels in love. How cheesy. But it's all true. I was gonna think of all these profound things to say about Harrison but all I can say is that I'm in deep (the deepest I've ever ever been) and it's going to take a hell of a lot to pull me out of it. -
D.A.N.C.E.
Last night was one of the most incredible nights of my life. Not only did the most unexpected thing happen and I tied for first place at the campus DJ battle (and I won money!), but what meant so much more to me was that I got there because of the people in the crowd. The audience response during my set absolutely floored me. People were dancing ( Read more... ) -
Gross
OH MY GOD. I'm so sick I want to die. I've been taking Benylin and Buckleys and Vitamin C tablets, drinking like 12 glasses of water a day, eating healthy and drinking lots of hot soup and tea. Yet I'm still coughing like a lunatic. It hurts so much to cough. My stomach muscles are so sore and I have a headache and I can't sleep (laying off the pot ( Read more... ) -
K-i-s-s-i-n-g
This weekend was beautiful in more ways than one. But like all things that make me happy, they become bittersweet once it's over, thus becoming yet another reminder that nothing lasts as long as I want them to. On Friday night after having a delicious birthday meal with James and Vanessa and Claire, we head over to Alfie's to meet up with all the ( Read more... ) -
Neun und zehn
As unrelated as it may seem, this past weekend put a lot of the anger expressed in my previous (locked)post in perspective. And I know exactly why. As carried away as I get in my romantic ideals and pinings, real people who I love and who are there for me when I need them will always come first. Everything else is just insignificant. As long as I ( Read more... ) -
twenty-two........what the fuck.
My mother barged into my room at 3am to scream at me about the smoke (as well as various other things that were wrong with me). I suppose it was my fault for being careless. Still, banging way to start my birthday. Last night was amazing. What was supposed to be just a nice roast Aaron cooked for us turned into something much more surprising when I ( Read more... ) -
Don't ask me what this is about.
It's difficult for me to come to terms with what I've been missing for the past few months. Times spent alone is bad for me, I think. If I'm not sleeping or wasting time talking to people I've never met, I'm thinking about the ones who don't even exist. It's like I'm holding conversations and crying with shadows, tucked tightly under the covers ( Read more... ) -
Entry where I subject you to music that I've glued together.
K, so most of you know I've been a wannabe-dj for the past year or two ever since I found my love of electronic music. I've been making mixes consistently for the past year. When I say mixes, I don't mean compilations or mixed cds where you put together a collection of songs and painstakingly order them in to some kind of coherent meaning. What I ( Read more... )