"You're making me feel trapped."

[moontrills]

I tried my hardest to work today. Considering I'm making the trip to Kingston this weekend, I know I need to make some money to feed my now-returning drinking problem. But it was torture. How am I supposed to sell discounted spa packages when I feel like shit? How can I look at people and smile and not feel like a complete fake? So I gave up. I

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[mink_stole]

sorry to disregard the rest of this post, but how would you feel about DJing this weekend?
i'll send you an email about this too.

[moontrills]

No worries.

I'm not really sure if I'm up for it this weekend because all I wanted to do was get really sloshed and retarded and cry and laugh a lot. I was thinking of going to the Toucan on Saturday night for sure. But I've got nothing prepared and I have to work for the rest of the week. I plan on coming back to Kingston at least a few more times this summer so I'd definitely get to DJing before August. But yeah, it's up to you.

[mink_stole]

nope, whenever you feel like it is fine. I understand completely :)

[jammese]

Have fun in Kingston and remember what Nagasawa says at one point to Watanabe in Norwegian Wood: only assholes feel sorry for themselves. So cheer up. I finally read the novel, and it was pretty good. I didn't like it quite as much as Vernon God Little, but then again, the two are about completely different things. Hope you're hanging in there and have some fun in the K-Dot. I'm coming up to Toronto for a day or two soon and maybe giving the poster right to you there would be best, or I could mail it to you. E-mail me.

[moontrills]

Dude, if you're coming, we should totally meet up and have a drink or two. I'm sure James and Vanessa would come too. Let me know when you are!

And thanks for the advice. You're right and I'm learning to feel less sorry for myself everyday.