well it was tuff saying good bye again. and this time saying good bye to a friend, not my boyfriend. im glad that we talked about everything and he knows where i stand with us and that i didnt just break up with him because he pissed me off royally this week. friends piss each other off but its not a reason to break up. and i realized that and i ( Read more... )

i dont know how to do this. i know im not happy. i know its not all his fault either, i just cant handle a long distance relationship. so how do i break up with him even tho i still love and want to be his girlfriend. i dont want to be anybody elses. just his. but i want him here. and i cant have that. i dont want to break his heart either. i ( Read more... )

i wanna get a job with manda! it would be lots of fun! plus i miss having a job where i can flirt with the cute boys who work with ya! yay i hope i get a job soon! i need the money. im actually thinking about going to a pawnshop and selling some jewelry for some extra cash. so whoever wants to go to fremont with me to get some extra cash can come ( Read more... )

so i think im having dinner with brian tonite. i keep thinking it will be weird but hopefully it will just be fun. and this weekend or next weekend i am going to great america with gabe. that should be fun. i had a lot of fun at that party with him and manda. i think that we should do it again. its weird that i met him in mexico in july and ( Read more... )

ok im confused. i havent done two essays in this class and i keep going up to the assistants to see if i am all caught up and they say that yea ive done everything. im so confused on what grade i got on the two essays since i never did them. o well. i shouldnt ask questions huh. just go with the flow

my boyfriend comes home tonite. im excited but im not. i had a dream last nite where he was coming home and as soon as he got here i broke up with him. i dont want to break up with him as soon as he gets here, but ill probably do it when he gets home. i love him unconditionally. but im so unhappy with being so far away from him. i need to be ( Read more... )

my boyfriend comes in three days. but i wont be able to see him until wed. its ok. my tuesday nite will consist of dinner and drinks with a good friend and then movie time with amanda. i cant wait. well we are about to finish our movie day in reno.. ending with the girl next door. its so great. nite everyone

gilmore girls is over.. i have to wait TWO weeks. and one tree hill.. man i dont want it to ever end. but i love my manda.

mmm pasta.. gooooood. hot boys.... even better! man i need some loving. im lonely. only a week and half before i see my boyfriend again! i want to go to the rainforest cafe and then a show in the city with him. but we'll see how much time we have because we also have to do thanksgiving with his family and all that. i cant wait tho. i miss him. ( Read more... )

im so freakin pissed. my moms been bothering me for hella long to apply for financial aid and i finally did. but now i just found out that i am not eligble for it because she makes too much money. what the f! there is no way she makes too much money. that just ruined my day. i dont get it. we're poor. how can we have too much money. she cant ( Read more... )