im so bummed rite now and i dont know why. jon and i are having problems because he thinks i was leading him on. we havent talked in a few days and i feel the longer we dont talk, the more we are upset. i want to talk to him but i dont know what to say to make him feel better. i wish he was here and everything would be all better. we could be ( Read more... )

man things have been so crazy this week. manda turned 21 and we have been bar hopping like crazy. spankys was a blast even tho i felt like crap the next day. popis was fun too, making fun of the bad kareoke singers and all the old people trying to dance. then the rockhouse all weekend. what a blast. i danced with ali and shawn thru out the nite ( Read more... )

i need a soldier. aww i was so happy. i feel like i cant get a guy now that im single because its just harder. but i got off at 12 tonite and i got home and i had 4 phone calls from guys, and one guy that i reallly have wanted to talk to (a soldier) gave brandi his number to give to me.. yay!! im loving it. i got hit on at walmart in the bra ( Read more... )

well i got fingerprinted today and smiled in my mug shot. perty funny. it was actually pretty easy to get there and back which i was worried about. o well. well brandy has the cutest puppy. his name is little foot. aww i want one. my mom does too but hes a little expensive. aww but hes smaller than bruce bruce. i want a puppy. well jon is in ( Read more... )

ok two good things.. i thought today was the 14th and that i had to go to court next monday. but its not. and i dont have to go to court today, i still have next week to go. thank goodness.. i was really trippin off that. and the other good thing is last week when i got my speeding ticket and i had to go to english class and write that stupid ( Read more... )

ugh i have so much to do in so little time. today i need to go to tho modesto court house and then i have tons of laundry to do. my mom wants to me to find the DA who will be working my case so i can kiss ass. i dont know how to do that so ill be trying to figure that all out today too. tomorrow i have to work, and then work again. thurs i have ( Read more... )

last night got perty crazy at the rockhouse.. lotsta drama and boys. and alcohol. i love being a girl, getting free drinks. its just so nice. i guess it was good that i didnt go home with those guys, but damn he was fine. and joey is a cock blocker but hes just looking out for me. he actually had my back last night which made me feel good. im ( Read more... )

when i hear the new song soldier, i reallllly want one. so im sitting here in the library thinking to myself, how can i get one? i thought of an idea! ill bring a pad of paper and a pen with me and ill go up to a fine brother and tell him i am doing a personal poll. the first question: do you have a girlfriend? 2nd question: have you heard the ( Read more... )

well im the new partner at starbucks! yay me! i hope i get a paycheck before xmas. i should. i start today. im kinda scared, kinda excited! we'll see how it goes. im in english rite now and i have to write another essay. i really cant wait for this class to be over. its really a waste of my time. all these essays i have to write is really getting ( Read more... )

seriously, how much more can go wrong? im ready to just throw in the towel and quit. quit everything. i really just feel like laying in my bed forever not getting up. that way i dont have to deal with life. ive got a $295 fee to pay to macys that i dont know how im going to pay, ive just got a ticket for speeding because if im late im going to ( Read more... )