So this weekend I had my Italian dinner party. It went pretty well. I was drunk. I invited ppl from my poetry class and so I was nervous I didn't want to act too drunk in front of them and then have to see them on monday but I think it was ok... except I introduced this one guy from my class to Annie like 5 different times. I met this guy that had ( Read more... )

I have been really sad lately. I thought it was because of my problems with guys. My break up with Preet and my akward attempt at dating after him but now I have to wonder...because today I got my French test back and I made a 79!! Ok i know some people might think thats a bad grade..and under my normal standards I would not like it but I worked so ( Read more... )

I can't stop procrastinating! I have so much stuff to do but I just can't get motivated. I have two papers and a giant test...and I also have an eye patch. This has been a very annoying weekend :(

I'm scared I won't pass my french class..im really behind. i made a 65 on the quiz. this sucks. i found a french tutor on craigs list...he e-mailed me his number..i might meet him next week. i don't think even he can help me at this point :( but maybe on the bright side he will be hot...:)

I just wrote my paper all in one night! I'm feeling very proud of myself....now to get through another day of craziness..Tommorrow I have to.....wake up at 8 to pick up sophie...go to english fiction to turn in my paper...study for french during my PR class time b/c its cancled...go to poetry to turn in my poem...go to french to go over Mondays ( Read more... )

well josh just came over to "talk" and he told me he just wants to be friends. I kinda expected it but i'm feeling kind of hurt and bad about myself. why are guys such jerks sometimes?? and my applications to graduate schools are falling apart and my grades. i feel kinda like i'm at the lowest of low points right now so i decided to list 10 good ( Read more... )

Well this weekend was pretty bad. On thursday I went to dinner at Josh's friend's house. I didn't get there until late. I drank a lot of wine but i don't think I did anything too stupid. I went back to josh's house and we watched tv and went to sleep. I thought everything was fine. I thought we had fun. But he woke up at 8 am to go to work and he ( Read more... )

This weekend things were a little better. I had planned a dinner party on friday and invited Josh. Well he ignored me for two days...then on Thursday night he sent me a txt saying he was coming. Although I was happy he was not still so mad he was ignoring me I was a little irritated that he ignored me in the first place. I mean I feel like giving ( Read more... )

So today I pretty much had a break down. I was at my mom's house before babysitting and I just sat on the couch and started crying. I felt overwhelmed by everything, school, work, graduate applications, my drinking. I was still crying in the car on my way to babysitting but then when I got to the school to pick the kids up Joey came running out at ( Read more... )

It is 2am and i'm sitting on my bed feeling weird. I feel like I don't know myself anymore. These past couple of days I have spent drinking. On friday I got so drunk I fell on the ground and hurt my back. I have bruises on my arm. I got drunk again on saturday. i stumbled around acting loud and stupid. I think i made josh mad. i think i messed ( Read more... )