i hope you are the one who will be here forever. i've thought it before though, so i'm not putting much stock in that, but i hope that you're it.

you are making it very difficult for me to be comfortable. everything i do upsets you. i don't want to upset you, but something always sets you off. i'm sorry that your having problems, i wish that you weren't. i really do. i wish you could be happy. but sometimes you make me so mad with the way you act. i'm osrry he messed up your life and i'm ( Read more... )

i'm always at a loss.

So this is odd,
the painful realization that all has gone wrong.
And nobody cares at all,
and nobody cares at all.

So you buried all your lover's clothes
and burned the letters lover wrote,
but it doesn't make it any better.
Does it make it any better?
And the plaster dented from your fist
in the hall where you had your first kiss
reminds you that the ( Read more... )

get out of my head...

and mine too, now that i think about it ( Read more... )

i can't wait to get out of here.

over there, i can be a different person with a different past and a different life.

here, i'm only reminded of everything that happened. everything we did. all the things we said. the stuff we meant and the stuff we didn't. the lies we told. and the truths that we stung each other with.

and what they did to me.

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-sleep = necessary

-9am classes = evil

-all nighters are an excellent way to throw off your circadian rhythm for at least 2 weeks

-'friends' is an addiction and they should make groups for those trying to recover

-facebook and myspace are detrimental to your grades and sleep patterns

-going to class is crucial (unfortunately)

-phone bills suck

- ( Read more... )

let it be known, there is NO such thing as a fairy tale. they don't happen, they don't exist.

don't hold out for one. 

today has simply been an emotional roller coaster.

EUphOrIA guilt confusion depression happiness ANGER relief frustration! b l a h

but i swear, i'm ok now.