Well, I may have just lost Graham as a friend for good ( Read more... )

Not that anyone really cares...
but I've decided to try Yaz birth control again (left me slightly crazy last time)...but since the craziness is apparent without the birth control, maybe it will actually help.

I think I may be showing very strong symptoms of PMDD...and honestly, I'm tired of feeling like I want to die and everything sucks.

For

I feel as if there is so much I want to say, and either not enough time or effort to really write it down ( Read more... )

I'm not sure if there's much of a point to this entry.  I guess I'm hoping it will help to write things out ( Read more... )

"I'm destined to be lonely for a long time, I think.
And even if I do get my heart back and working properly again...
How long will it be until I meet someone who does the same thing?

It's a depressing thought. To fix my life only to have someone screw it up again.
I could see why some people become reclusive.
I could go for some of that right now."

Isn' ( Read more... )

It's not that nothing has happened in my life since I last updated ( Read more... )

Well, life has taken its twists and turns, and I feel that I need to update on my feelings ( Read more... )

I've been changing, but you'll never see me fade.

I've suddenly realized how simply beautiful the world is when you are truly happy inside your heart.

Enough with the moping, it's time to start doing something.