i have just finally accepted the fact that i never really have time or the energy to write in this anymore...so i wont promise to write as often as i used to...cause we all know that wont happen..but i will write in it every so often. im just one of those people who when you dont do something for a while...i dont know how to get back in, so i keep ( Read more... )

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARK!!!

ps-good luck to all my guardies...you guys are awesome and i know you will all kick ass! i love you all!

im sorry about the lack of updates....and im also sorry about my mood changing all the time...

im just annoyed because im not sleeping very well...hopefully everything will be ok within the next few days.

so much has happened i couldnt even begin to know where to start...vacation was....ok....i had fun hanging out with my friends and going to the ( Read more... )

im really sorry i havent updated yet....

a lot has happened since my last entry....

a lot.

a lot....a lot.

i just need to find the right words.

i promise i will over spring break....

i come home tomorrow!

why are some people just so fucking stupid and clueless?

why?

WHY?

WHY?

( fun times in NYC!!! )

i just dont have the energy to go into everything right now...

to those who see me everyday....im sorry for being so stressed out an annoying. i dont know why i do this to myself...or why so many things have to happen to me at once.

to those who i dont...i will try to update soon....i just need to find the time and energy.

i want all of y'all to do this...and yes....

that means you too!

( courtesy of stacie... )

n2m has happened. i kinda got myself down last night cause i found out my bio test and it was not the grade i thought i was gonna get...i mean....its not a horrible grade....but i really thought i did better than that. and i just dont know what went wrong.

anyway....

today i think i actually got caught up in my reading/work! ive been behind for so ( Read more... )

went home for the weekend again. this time i was able to see my mattchew though so it made it that much better. i do think that our time together was too short. i wish we could have had more time to spend together but its just so hard. i miss him so much sometimes :'(.

so friday nicoles mom brought us home. we stopped at wendys on the way cause we ( Read more... )