Yay! Philip is 18 today!!!!

today is warm and yummy...

mrs.sadler actually did a decent job with that shirt philip gardner... it wears you well:) heehee

i can't wait to leave...

yayness and stuff!

philip gardner i love you!!!

see what boredom makes you do?!?!

i've kissed 49 different ways... skanky!

[x] on the cheek.
[x] on the lips.
[x] on their hands or fingers.
[x] in my room.
[x] in their room.
[x] of the opposite sex.
[x] of the same sex.
[x] a little younger than me.
[x] a little older than me.
[x] with black hair.
[x] with curly hair.
[x] blonde hair and blue eyes.
[x] with ( Read more... )

i need sleep... baby get on here and write me something... you're teacher's probably being a dick huh? i wish that school was over and we were gone already. maybe we really are in florida and all of this school nonsence is just in our heads. maybe...

i think that the fact he can play this song is awesome. it's not like some massively hard guitar ( Read more... )

jake this is your thingy, i didn't feel like posting on your journal so i put it here:

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I came to u in the middle of the night: i'd say "wow! it's jake in the middle of the night!"
I said I loved you: "i love you too jake!"
I kissed you: "uh oh! no no!!"
I moved next door to you: "yay!!"
I started a bad habit: i'd get you out 
I gave ( Read more... )

so i am a fool and i let people get to me. dumbness. but it's all over and things are good like they always become.

this weekend was soooo FUN!! hey jake... shhhh... uoyevoli!!!! heehee. lauren rocks my socks and lewis is a loser with a classy room and a sex drive. ha!! and philip... oh philip. that boy is an addiction like no other. thanks for bob ( Read more... )

Finally a good day:) or at least a semi-decent one. I've been so depressed lately and I'm bringing Philip down with me. So I will try to stop because, he needs me now. Poor baby lost his license, has to ride the bus, doesn't get to see me as much, can't really go anywhere, AND his girlfriend is being a depressed loser. So no more of that. Things ( Read more... )

and i hate what i am becoming.

what if you died today? you'd be pretty pissed huh? a lot you wish you would've done.

me too.

philip wasn't in front of the gym after first period...i'm supposed to ride the bus home with him today. i hope he's not in trouble or something. today is really sucking ass, and its just started. ick. i'm tired and i ache... and philip i miss you. where are you???

life does not taste like pancakes or jellybeans today.

I miss waking up to him... I won't lie... Philip with a suspended licence does suck, but it could be worse. He could have to earn the money himself, he could be grounded, we could not be able to see each other in school. So I'm glad I still have kisses inbetween classes and all of fourth period with him.

YesterDAY was soooo good. It was perfect. ( Read more... )